nowurealizehowmuchaspacebarmeanstoyou

soumightbewonderingwhyaminotusingthespacebar...wellreasonbeingisthatmyspacebaraint
workingthankstomedadwhospilledsomewateroveritsonownomatterhowhardihitit,nothinghappens.
soimaginemechattingwithpplonline...andtheyallthinkithilarious,whichtotallyisbutibettheymustb
ajollytimereadingittoo!!sothispostidforuguystoappreciateyourspacebarandrealizethateventho
itjzrepresentsablankorspace,itstillmeanssomething!!lookingatmykeyboard,iwonderifonedayidiewill
ibemissedorppreciated?ihopeidomeansomethingtopeoplearoundmecuziknowicanbereallyhorribleat
timesandmean,thatswhyimknownasmeanperson..iwonderifmyparentswouldcutmeoffsomeslack
ifonedayiwentmissingandcamebackagain?nowwouldntthatbejustawesomeeeee!
ok.itssuppose2bashortpost.someendshere.hopeudidntbother2readthiscuzitsjustsofullofjunk!:p

holiday hangover...

wassupp ppl...??
dis blog has been so dead for past 2 months.. cuz i was not bored nor had d time 2 come here n put up anything... my holidays were fantastic!! so awesome till i wish it didnt have 2 end.... it wasnt enough for me.. it was filled with so much madness wit me couzins n fam that im missing em all so very very much!! im having sucha a badd hangoverrr! its alomst a month since i came back..but my watch still shows UK time... :(

i need to get back to reality n get 2 work la.. but its not really working.. it aint as bad when i 1st got back, n all i did was imagine i was still wit me couzies n frens back thre.. not only did i hv a holiday hangover..i came back home 2 a room so so so so so neat.. that it finnaly hit me that my sista is not gonna be here wit me for a looooong time... im gonna be on me own now, staying wit DA parents! *horrorrrr* so many thoughts started running thru me.. i broke down.... it felt like my life was just gonna go downhill... i had depended so much on her.. now its all down 2 me.. pressure sial!!!


anyway..lucky God sent an angel in d form of Abiee to come stay with me for 2 WHOLE weeks.. n boy am i ever so happy that she came....!! we had such crazee times.. i realized so many stuff around me that i have never though of before.. n it was just good to have someone to talk to till weeee hrs at nite..!
so looks like i gotta grow up a bit... n adapt to another major change... please i hope the 'Forces Above' r looking over me n helping me with every step i take...