Thursday, April 24, 2008

MEME

i hv no idea how u pronounced this..but i was tagged ages ago by smailo.. shall fulfill my duties since i got nothin better 2 do.... thanks la SMAILO!
here we goooooooo!

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
im not a very touchy person.

Do you think you're old?
i feel older..physically... but mentally? hell no!

Are you afraid of the dark?
only when i cant see... n when i hear 'things'.

Do you like your life at the moment?
im almost 21..n i dont know what im gonna do in life. do i still like my life?

Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
haha... yeah! its hilariously scary sometimes.

How tall is the person you like?
height should not b an issue..tho EVERYONE is taller then me!

Have you ever lost a friend?

as in my friend died? well.. not yet.. dont want any of my friends dying yet ok!

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah. hello d name is mimpi.. its what i do.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
couldnt la. sket of heights. but sincerly wish i could. would be very useful in times like this!

What song are you listening to now?
ironically its called 'twenty one'. diggin my friend BAdi's new albulm :)

How often do you talk on the phone?
hmm... when ppl wanna talk 2 me. or annoy me or miss me... i dont keep tabs on it.

Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
everybody should b happy la.. bf/gf or NOT.

Are you in a complicated relationship?
my relationships r all complicated. bcoz im a complicated gurl!

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
how bout wit myself? dat counts?

What did you do last night?
discussing religion 2 a freind. eventually irritate my mom by sleeping at 4a.m. :)

Name one thing that you can't live without.

only one? not fair. im a girl of many needs :p but right now its da INTERNET. i love whoever who thought of this... i'd seriosuly b dead if it werent 4 d internet.

Have you made a prank phone call?

yeah..on april fools day. i think it worked out tho i rmbr it being lame!

Currently wanting anything?

i wont list it all for the sake of the poor soul reading. tho here's a few 2 get an idea : want love, freedom, laptop, sense of direction, cash, oppurtunities. okok.. wont torture u anymore!

When was the last time you cried?

when i watched Britain's got talent -connie (again!) she's such a sweetie....

Do you like your hair?

ahuh... dont u???

Relationships or one night stands?

bleh.

Last person you text messaged?

my sista who is shopping in thailand - witout me!

Have you talked to the boy/girl you like today?

no. i type.

Are you married?

are YOU married? im too young for this question.

Want to get married?

only if its going to be by the beach with beautiful sea in the background :D

Last time you hugged someone?

last nite. 2 me sis b4 she left me deal wit da parents alone!

Favourite month?

July! cuz its start of summer holidays.. n brings happy memories 2 me :)

What is on your mind?

how am i gona escape staying in d hse for next 2 weeks.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
movies inspire me short term. Baha'i faith inspires me lifelong.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
owh yeah.. when i was 4 and it went 2 all my soft toys who i was afraid were lack of my love.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
eileen - cuz i can blame her for tagging dis meme (it got jinxed ma) n story her political n horney jokes!

li mei - then she'll hv a topic 2 write in her collum n b positive bout d whole situation. n she n smailo can entertain me :)

yasmin ahmad - she'll def make b inspired 2 make a movie of us.. then we'll b FAMOUS!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
any nice beach wit hot surfer dudes n stay thre 4eva.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
performing with a dance troupe going round da world n being seriously good at it.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
definitely! if not then i'd be hallucinating...don wanna go hospital bahagia so soon la.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my friends/homies/ kekawans...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
get outta here n start my own dance studio :)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
nope. im shy la. i want dat person 2 b da man.

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eileen is sexy, farney n got biiiiiig vocab!

11. Have you written you will yet?
yeah i did many years ago... when i kept thinking ppl were out thre to poison me 2 death.. its too outdated now. i think i better write one this year so noone will fight for my bolster when i die :p

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
we shouldnt hate ppl..but its kinda hard when they get annoying n irritating, and wont stop bothering u.

13. What is your ambition?
to have ppl pay for me to perform. :p

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out 2 me (but JUST 2 ME onli.. not d whole world lah ok..)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
alwayz try 2 look at d cup as half full of milk.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
only when i have $$$, or when im at thailand. both of which rarely happen. :s

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Eileen da Pinklova

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
the part of me that gives up and gives in easily to ppl.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
that neil armstrong didnt make it 2 da moon... its all a spoof 2 con us humans.
no one has been 2 da moon yet! *horror*!!

20. What is the best thing you wish to happen?
umm.. i get my own place n live far far away from home, and i have finnished my degree
amazingly fast n eventually find a way 2 save earth! :D

PHEW! ok FINNITO! i wont tag anyone la.. im too nice man :D

Sunday, April 20, 2008

the all in one pessimist post

rite now - my firggin semester is FINALLY OVER! weeeeeeee... i was waiting for this moment la.. but turns out im not dat overexcited. insted i feel sooo down. its like im stuck here. things that i wanna do cant b done cuz i got no kaki, or they r bz. and im being forced into things that im particulary not inerested to do. life sosososososososo unfair. i wish i were not here. everyone is moving on with life and im like still s.t.u.c.k. i dunoo how else 2 describe adi...

future - i got 3 weeks off and im not jumping for joy. dis is too weird. i just think suddenly God is giving me so many tests, and i dont know how im gonna handle it.. trying to be as positive as i can.. toughhhh... guess dats why its called 'test'. neway, im dying to go beach... anyone wanna come? cant blive m gonna b considered adult soon.. scary... makes me sound friggin old.. tho i wanna b considered older.. but i don wanna feel old.. such discrepencies in me! :s
i cant tell whats gonna happen after my 3 weeks of hols.. the road ahead is so blurry.. i dont even know what to think off.. k mayb i exagerating bit.. but its blurry la.

past- cant blive i didnt mention bout Naw-Rooz! it was wayyy better then last yr for sure, but could have been better la..well i got 2 spend time wif me frennies.. totally ignored the whole fact of assignments for 2 days.. i really needed dat rest.. and i got me angpaw's.. didnt expect it la.. wish the whole fam was here.. but onli me n neda, who slept half d day.. thank god got kawan 2 kacao! on naw-ruz eve, d kids did their fashion show thingy... it turned out pretty nice.. thanks 2 em we missed half the show dat was goin on in front of d stage. and i really missed abby n nur'i n pekie dat nite. coz of dat i didnt join in d crowd 2 dance. it wont b d same witout u gurls la..

so anyway, 2day is Ridvan eve, i should end on a positive note no? or maybe not. hehe
d pessimist inside of me is lurking out..
watch out!