does race matter?

the other day when i was sitting in d car in kl.. i saw a Chinese Maternity Hostpital. out of curiousity, i looked to see if there were anybody and boy there were quiet a lot of cars parked in the parking lot.. then it got me thinking... are those ppl inside all just chinese?? like what happens if a non-chinese lady had an emergency and that was d nearest plc for her 2 deliver??... would they not accept her?? what does it mean when they they put CHINESE Maternity Hospital?... is it for those who are pure chinese??.. or those who speak chinese only?.. or look like chinese??. what happens if u are half chinese??... then they will onli deliver yr baby half way??
i dont get it lah! y must they emphasize on it?? okay.. mayb a bunch of chinese put their money in it to build this n operate it... still then y does it have to just Chinese???... i thought as malaysians we should not care of what race we come from and strive for racial unity.. isnt that what we've been trying to promote to the rest of the world?? yet.. still there is discrimination.. may be just one small lil example..
with Merdeka round d corner.. maybe we should strive even harder for racial unity.. k mayb i sound too optimistic.. but hey whats wrong wif having hope?..

jazzy jazzed fest!

ahh.. been wanting 2 blog about jazz fest which happened like 2 weeks ago.. but had 2 wait quiet a bit for d pics 2 b sent n all.. i was looking 4ward 2 go 2 jazz fest d moment limei asked me if i wanted 2 go...heard so much bout it.. so well d plan was the whole gang to go 2gather.. since we have not chilled 4 quiet sumtime.. but last min ah yee got sick, qi cant go,ying duno wat happen.. so was just joa,limei n me to take d nite off!!
me n limei watched spanglish while waitin for our drebar 2 come... we reached mount kiara just in time b4 d 1st performance.. thank god it was free cuz i was reali broke that nite!! n also we were damm lucky joachim's parents booked a table so we didnt hv 2 like stand d whole nite.. n we had pretty good seats too ;) thre was some modelling thing goin when we arrived.. boy it was fun getting 2 c these models upclose... their expresssion b4 goin up stage and when on the stage is different.. and they were all like rushing 2 change n stuff.. quiet fahney la!
anyway afta dat Noryn came up 2 perform... oh boy..dat woman had real powerful vocals but her songs were real bore...all sounded pretty much d same 2 me.. n none of em were any songs i've heard of.. many ppl were like hoping she'd end fast as we wanted 2 couldn't wait 2 c Aseana!
n omg.. d biggest suprise of all was when we were at Mc'D ( cheapest me n limei culd afford) suddenly i saw my sis!! haha.. we live in d same hse yet we din knw we were goin 2 d same plc! wat a joke la.. n also met my coll frens thre too... it was just packed wif ppl la dat plc!
when Noryn was finally over.. William Quah.. d emcee..came up 2 entertain us.. i was annoyed by him cuz he kept condemming our side as boring and not sporting...helooo.. at least our side d ppl were sober n not half drunk ok! plus he's such a horney guy.. kept comenting on a gurl's boobs during d dance competiton.. kesian dat gurl la... n kids dis days! too much MTV influence...with their small flat body can dance like Beyonce n wat not.. wonder how'd they will dance wen they go clubbing!! hahahaha...


anyway FINALLY he introduced Aseana Percussion Unit... N oh boy oh boy... everything was sooo cool la.. their songs..the instruments.. n yeah dat hot, HOT guy with long dreadlocks!!(my sis knws him frm LKW n he's parents n hippies!! wow!!) by d time they started singing mas que nada, i couldnt tahan jz siting on my chair.. so grabbed joa n limei n we went upfornt grooving 2 em.. plus we got a better view of dreadlock guy :D
i felt bad leaving my sis at d table cuz i think i she wanted 2 dance too...but her frens were all sitting too.. or mayb we din pujuk her enuf.. kesian her hafta jaga our bags while we danced... *note 2 self: dont bully sis too much nex time!* got 1 small girl who kept dancing non stop even tho when thre was no1 thre!! neway it got more n more happening... more ppl came n joined..finally priya n ziq came too n we were shouting so loud following d songs dat my voice was soar afta dat! it was reali happening.. n man all of d aseana felas were damm talented esp dreadlock guy... hey even d uncles were happening too! aseana rocks cuz its a blend of d old n young who can come 2gather n make happening music!
afta they ended.. we wanted 2 go say hi 2 dreadlock guy.. but aiyoh..dat guy got sooo many fans laa.. all d girls were like lining up 2 take pic wif him.. then joa said dat dude got gf summor standing nex 2 him.. so we decided not 2 wait la.. wats d point rite?

neway i had a REALLY good time... thanks 2 joa, limei, my sis n joa's parents!!

pics r courtesey of joa..who used up a lot of his fon memory ;p

side view of justin (dreadlock guy) .. cute butt ;p

i watch Click yesterday.. with nuri, her couz rachel, my sis n her bf, ruhul n alf... i din expect much from it cuz i tot it will b like some light comedy stuff... well it was fahney alrite... had some real good laughs there... but it was also very sad...till i even had tears running down my cheeks like nobody's bizz.. *normally wen tears come frm my eyes is b'coz i laugh too much or i yawn too much* but last nite was diff... i actually felt it.. and d tears just kept coming down... kinda weird la cuz dis hardly ever happens 2 me.. nuri cried too.. so i;d say it was a pretty good movie.. worth my $10!!! neway it was also nuri's last nite here... well not technically.. but kindof.. so yeah we had kenny rodgers b4 dat n she belanja.. thanks gurl!:) den afta movie went 4 mamak la as usual.. im gonna miss her loads man!! i cant b'live i hv not got anywhre 2 go dis hols.. oops not dat i got no whre 2 go... i got LOADS of places i wanna go n frens 2 visit.. but it just doesnt seem 2 b happenin.. its like i feel my parents r makin me hostage of dis plc.. i don wanna use their money 2 spend on myself.. so i wanna work.. yet it has 2 b sumwhre near n stuff.. omg.. i feel like i'll neva get any proper exposure if i haf 2 stay at home everyday... den my mom says i shuld go tutor d kid hu stays near my plc...WAT?..no thank u...i don wanna get bullied by sum kid.. summor tutorin chinese... siao ah?? no wayyyyyy..!!!
gosh i wish i could b in some production, doin stuff thre n learnin how it all works..performing for some hit musical... ahh.. do all dat kinda stuff...BUT nooo...d parents think thre's more 2 life den dis.. aiyooo y la is life do hard??.. everybody keeps askin wat im gona study after dis...n whre.. well guess wat?i duno anythin! i have not decided... n plz i hope 'they' wont rush me in to it too.. i wanna take it easy n tink bout it... tho i realy hate thinkin bout it cuz i hv thought bout it sooooo many times... plz god gimme a sign la.. like a big billboard in front of me 2 say wat is my path.. dat wuld b perfect!! if onli i had d $$$.. i'd b out of here! too bad i dont.. so im practically stuck here... i duno for how many yrs oso... i'm so afraid 2 dream now.. cuz i knw wen i dream too much.. things dont happen as i want it 2 b.. too naive adi me.. but dats me lah!!
gawd i betta stop complainin n rattling...