fate.wisdom.destiny.

ever wondered why things happen the way they happen?

like....

why do i have such bad luck with pork banaleaf?

why did the car die on a very important day?

why cant we be with the ones we want to be?

why cant people stop fighting?

why does one get fame and another hids behind doors?

why la whyyyy......

does EVERYTHING that happens have a wisdom beheind it?
arent some things meant to be or not meant to be?
isit our fate or destiny that we live in this time, that we crossed paths..?

sometimes i like to belive that things happen for a reason.. for us to realise, be aware, or learn from mistakes ..
other times i belive it there was a wisdom behind it... maybe i'll know whats the reason.. maybe i wont!...
and there's those other times where i feel it happened bcause it's a sign- from God.. like a confirmation of what im doing is right...

for whatever that happens or is gonna happen... i would prefer to leave it in God's hands.. i just wish i could reeeallly do that.. bcoz then whatever choices i make, it will fall into place...
and whatever that happens around me, will be something that is either for me to learn, to grow and serve better...

dont you think so?

=)

me last holiays i didnt go anywhere.

yeah...dont b surprised lah.. haha.. sometimes holidays can b awesome as long as u hv cool bunch of ppl 2 chill with :) so anyways.. dis hols, tho spent in klang valley, was reeeallly fulfilling :) n i'm really happy about it... i dont know how else to explain..!

1st rite afta exams..was ruhi course @ balakong.. decided to go get a feel of intensive Ruhi in balakong, boy i wasnt so excited bout it the 1st few days... felt bit outta plc cuz i didnt intend to do bk7 ( so long!), was it my dad's conspiracy? who knows! bt afta few days... i found our grp to be really interesting! wonderfull discussions...great company...tho i was like 'konon' co-tutor.. i learnt sooo much frm em! grad actually felt like a real grad!


then right afta dat was prep for the regional conf... the conf tht i was sosososo excited about! d day of conf came... n woweeewoww, soo manny ppl jz flowing in the hall.. i felt really privillaged to b able to volunteer for this historoical event la... my goosebumps all coming out seeing all the Baha'is frm everywhre coming in... so truely blessed to part of this global enterprise!

with spirits high afta d conf, our youth gathering was even more uplifting! i luved every part of it! everything was soooo inspiring, we all could feel the spirit was so high that night!!to me this was the conf tht i was waiting for... never hv i felt so much excitement, and just being happy..
spiritual happiness :)

bocz of the happenings goin on..we had frens frm diff places staying back to chill, so we used this opputunity n went jln jln.. hanging out.. learnin languages (more like making fun of it:p)... good times!!

so much blisss... so much realizations...

awesomeeee!

with arms wide open!

it looked like it snowed...but in fact it was all foam! yeah dis was me new years eve celebration... spent it wit me goood ol' frens n some new ones too... could be my last time partying this hard... neck pain for 2 days ok!

2008 passed by real fast must say...means its good coz i had such a good time :)

Looking back at 2008....

t'was a year i travelled & saw different countries, also a lil bit more of Malaysia... the world is indeed beautifuul and interesting! more travel this year?

t'was a year i took time off n did absolutely nothing... no more repeats of that for 2009! aim is to quickly finnish da degreee!

t'was a year of highlands... seriously i didnt go to no beach (bsides d one in COLD UK).jungles n highlands was where i was... 2009 has gotta hv a mix of both!


t'was a year i feel more independant - once my coll friends left, sister left.. i had to do more things on my own... plus me driving! woohooo!!!

t'was a year i realize how much i enjoy being with kids..... they are so much easier to have fun with and so very pure beings! what a joy to teach em :)
2009 wont mean i'll b having any of my own! nothankyou... but i'd gladly babysit 4 u to eaern extra bucks :p


t'was a year i met new people...new friends...new possibilities...broader horizons... 2009 hopefully more to come? ;)





t'was a year old friendships still stayed strong...yumcha sessions utmost bonding times!t'was a year i got to know more about myself..realised lots of things arround me, what my sense of direction could be, and accept what is given in my path....


t'was a year i renewed my love for the Faith.... hopefully, this love will continue to burn forever within me... and also be able to share it with others.


t'was a year that i must be thankfull for... to have me familia, frens n community always thre to support and guide me, and for all d good tmes we had! cheers!!!

i cant wait to see what's install for this year.... its still blurry for me..but definitely the light is waiting at the end! :)

have a WONDEERFULL 2009! :)