friends?

its weird making new frens... i took dat challenge goin 2 a college far away frm home.. a plc whre no one i knew was thre.. somehow i made frens wif a bunch of ppl.. n we b'came pretty good frens.. like thre was so much to talk about.. and yeah we shared lots of stuff 2gather...
somehow as time passed... things changed.. ppl do change anyway... and i feel everything is different.. its hard 2 explain...don wanna mention any names too.. i jz dont get it.. mayb its my problem.. i notice lil things like this.. but somehow i feel its now a one way frenship.. like i don matter anymore.. i'm alwayz da one hu has to come up with things 2 talk about.. but with others its not that way... i dont' get it man...am i such a bore 2 talk and hang with?.. somehing must b really wrong with me in order for these things 2 happen... but it hurts too.. yet all i can b thankfull for is my dinasour frens whom i can always lean on to... to u dinasours.. i miss ya 2 bits!!
xcuse me for my vagueness...

new speckiess!

at last got me self a new pair of spactacles ( not sure how 2 spell it la)!!!! though my old pair din last me for a year.. no nothin happened to it..except that the coating on my lenses were coming off.. but that was not the reason why i got meself a new pair.. it was bcouse i got tired wit the plastic frames.. mae me look like some auntie.. got teased a lot for that... so well dat's ova now..!! but me new ones were not anything noticeble but its damm light!... seriously not many ppl noticed i changed it... so yeah not as funky as i wanted me specks to be..my sis says it doesnt go wit me... but i like it anyway...don care wat she says la!! hope i can stay wif it for bout 3 yrs or so..if i can tahan... here's how it looks like..






frm different angels.....








no more plastic frames...!! that means i gotta be extra carefull with this coz its half frame...easy to break... man tough responsibility... but i'll try.. i like the white colour part... think its cool ;)... but i'll will onli wear d old ones during games like futsal.. hehe.. must jaga laa.. wow din know thre's so much 2 type for justa pair of new specks... haha..

its OVA!

after wat was like the most tension game i ever saw... the world cup is ova.. :( now must wait another 4 yrs...in south africa..weeeeee...
although i was hoping frnace wuld win im glad italy won lar.. but i was seriously hoping argies wuld make it la.. thanks 2 germany 4 stopping em... we had 2 c france n italy in da finals! hehe...
sumhow i dunoo how im gonna get used 2 not watching footie at weird times now.. life is bk 2 how it was... kinda sad la.. world cup brings spice in life... gives u stuff 2 talk about.. even wif yr own dad! haha...
i luv how it sorta brings da world 2gather...u don hv 2 b a footbal fan 2 watch da world cup..(eg:my sis) n u don hafta knw da rules 2 watch it either.. just take in da atmosphere , enjoy da game and by the end of the world cup.. u'll knw sum stuff bout footie n probly b a fan too... :)
4 those hu missed the world cup... (wat were u thinkin??) hehe.. no actually u got 4 yrs 2 wait n reflect on wat u have missed.. in the mean time thres euro 08' 2 look 4ward 2... dont miss dat!

dats all i have 2day folks!
cheers.

laziness

when laziness seeps in..
this is what happens to me..
i blog instead of studying..
even tho its gonna b crap..
laziness is in my blood..
i dont wanna do any work..
i don wanna 'layan' anybody..
im just too tired for all that..
i wanna just sleeep the whole day..
or watch me tv till the dawn of day..
n become more lazy than evermore..
muahahaha...!!!!

Footie mania!

how can one NOT blog bout d world cup feva?
like its onli once in 4 yrs.. so even exams come 2nd! haha... now im so freakin dead for human comm n bizness!! wat d hell la..

i dont regret watchin portugal vs holland yday.. wat a brutal match man!! for once my eyes were wide awake!..(thanks 2 d neslo kao kao i had earlier!)
wat i cant b'live is my sis is watchin footie too...! like she hates d EPL saying its just making money out of ppl.. but rite now she actually follows n stayed up 2 watch d matches.. n was late 4 work 2day..hehehe..
but boy its so diff watchin a match in d mamak n at home..
we watched d othr day (germny n sweden) at d mamak nearby wif sum frens.. boy it was fun.. tink we made d most noise la in dat mamak.. b'sides d game goin on.. d cicak above were mating!..haha..1st time la c em mating..damm fahney la.. got weird positions all.. well dats not d point here..

man its jz bad timing dat i have midterms rite now... cant wait till its OVER den can watch wifout havin d textbook on my lap..!
hope argentina wins d world cup cuz i luv their TEAM WORK!
sumhow i can totally agree dat footie brings d world 2gather even tho those english fans do get too rowdy sumtimes..but its all in d name of d game :)

JOGA BONITO!

picturesss

In dA bus..all after da CHIPS!

da gurls... all whaky b4 bed..

da guys..jammin b4 bed...




low ropes..

WE MADE IT!! me team members..1 person is missin in action tho..

High ropes flyin fox

Team X-factor!!! weeeee.....

19 yr ol me in camp....

man i cant b'live it i got jz 1 yr 2 enjoy bein a teen...its no fair!! but ppl still tink im like 15.. so watever laaa... duno if dat good or bad?
so me 19th was spent actually a day early cuz d next day was goin 4 camp.. limei n qi came n we chilled at me hse.. missed da good ol times.. thanks 4 da prezzie..v.cute ah!;) den nite came n me,pek,reub,adr,teng n gang headed down town n ate at steakhouse..( i tink dat d name la!) franz, priya n eddie joined us.. we had soooo much 2 eat summor d waiters came in singin happy bday wif da ice cream dessert.. bit da embarressin la.. but d desert was soooo rich!! so we paid a bomb n left.. had a good time afta dat.. thanks guys!! esp pek n adr 4 drivin.. ;)
nx day woke up late.. n was rushin 2 pack.. so rushing till no time 2 cut me nice lookin cake.. :( hehe.. hafta tahan la.. met me couz 4 lunch n den was time 2 leave 4 camp.. leadership camp.. was interestin la.. i had a cool group..called ourselves X-FACTOR.. hehe.. we ran 2.5km every mornin.. surprised i made it in 1 piece man! i like d low ropes n high ropes.. was challegin..but was cool la finally bein able 2 do all dis stuff..esp flyin fox.. wish it was faster tho! but hafta admit i was sket la at d high ropes.. n omg we were left alone in da jungle at nite for 45 min.. dat was SUCH an experince man...seeing things n all... i wuld say it was scary yet awesome.. da jungle at nite was very mysterious..yet so flabergasting!(is dat an actual word ah?) wat a way 2 spend d last few hours of me bday.. come 2 tink of it.. im jz so grateful i din spend it alone.. even durin d solo walk.. i wasnt solo at all.. it was 1 whole grp of us walkin togather followin n i was leadin da pack.. heehee.. very slow leader i am! by d end of da 3 days we were all so tired n had sore legs n bitten by mosiquitos like nobody's bizz..!! all in da name of fun, joy, n lots of laughter!!
so thanks 2 all 4 da prezzies..wishes.. n all da good times we had durin camp!!
CHEERS!

persian food & DJ's

saturday nite... me n mom r headin 2 KL.. as in bkt.bintang.. one of the most happenin plc in KL.. doesnt sound right a bit.. but we r goin 4 a free dinner at a persian restaurant -- Naab. !!
well me mom was buggin me 2 send in 10 songs 2 light n easy 2 get dis dinner.. so 1 day i finally decided 2 send in da songs.. n few days later they were playin it.. n dats how we got 2 invites 2 eat in dis plc! sweet huh?
so we get 2 da plc.. but b4 dat i had 2 go 2 da mall n change cuz i was out d whole day n not dressed properly.. hehe.. its fahney goin in d toilet wif a diff look n cmin out wif a new look... like model ne..hahahaha.. i live in my own world la!
k so we had 2 wait a bit outside d restaurant b4 we all could dig in.. while waitin they gave us SUPERB freshly squashed lime jus..yummmm...!!! and i was happy dat i wasnt d onli young person thre.. got another 2 more guys bout my age oso.. my mom tot they looked lost.. hehe..
so we finally r asked 2 go up n makan.. buffet wei!!!! d smell was wonderfull... those 2 guys hu my mom tot looked lost sat at our table.. turns out they big fans.. so i was kinda sesat now.. da light n easy DJ's were thre.. 4 of em.. simon,ross,kevin n douglas. nice ppl.. they mingled around.. kevin came 2 our table n talked wif us.. found out sum inside stuff frm him.. :) thank god i'm not like their huge fan cuz i would go gaga ova em man!! i wouldnt mind bein a dj.. its ok wert..jz gotta imagine a person in front of u while tokin.. anot it wuld b weird!.. the food was good.. ate soooooo much..ppl all finn eatin..i still go n take summor.. memalukan man..so full till my tummy wanna burst adi..lol!
came bk home so tired...so sleeepy... so full... so nice 2 sleep man!! im jz happy me mom had a good time la..
gonna send in more songs 2 get more free dinners.. ;p weeeeeee......

ova

yeah! 2nd sem is finally officially OVER!! weeeeeeee.... well i mite b happy now 4 a bit.. but wait till d results come out den i mite not b so happy... hmm.. so betta enjoy now b4 any bad news comes..! :P well overall sem2 has been err.. how can i put it?... Challenging! yeah.. very challenging from every kind of way la... put me 2 test me limits n all.. but im sure there is still d worst 2 come.. or mayb not.. wateva it is.. i say bring it on!!! hahaha... i jz c it all as part of life and experience.. so jz hafta deal with it day by day lo... there's dis sayin '' this too shall pass''.. (learn dat while doin Walking d Straight Path! ;) ok..don wanna get too philisophical n all.. but yeah i wanna enjoy me holidays as much as i can b4 goin into d 3rd sem.. even afta dat i have 2 make my decision as to WHAT im gonna do wif me studies.... haih.. not again laa...
nhow could i 4get... HAPPY RIDVAN!!!
had moral exam on ridvan.. (can u imagine?) but afta dat hanged d whole day in kl wif me family.. was ok la.. been sumtime since we all went out.. n i'm quiet sure i knw y we don do it so often! hehehe...
cheers!

realy stressful times

its been awhile since me last blog eh.. oh well wif all dat huge amounts of assignments n presentations.. made me go crazeeeeeee!!!
neway its almost over.. ALMOST dat is.. now i have me finals 2 attack.. arrghh.. its sooo hard 2 concentrate wif soo many things runnin tru me mind.. i dunno y but so many bad stuff has been happenin round me.. i don have peace in my mind.. i hope its all just a phase..nothin permanant..
I HOPE.
if not i'll go mental someday...
well just pray all goes ok.. n i'll b bk 2 normal.

1 more day...

yeah! it's just 1 more day left till it's naw-ruz eve.. weee! n so dat means the end of fasting too.. i dont know if i should be happy about it or not.. fasting was ok this year.. not too hard.. except 4 today..cuz we had our reharsal's 4 tmrw's celebration.. man i hope everythin goes ok.. it's seems 2 b abit messy.. made cookies last nite!! finally dis yr it turend out pretty well.. compared 2 d other years.. not dat many got burnt!! hehe.. so if u guys wanna try em u gotta cum 2 me casa yah!!
k it's been a very very busy week... i tink it's still gona b till dis sem ends.. boy i cant wait 4 holidays 2 cum!! rite signin out now...
1 luv!

6E reunion!!

6E was my primary skool class..we happen 2 b one of d most happening classes in our year.. so we all think and we know it too!! hehe... i mean we won loads of competitions..from singning 2 basketball, to story telling and soo many more stuff la! we were also the ultimate class 4 bein noisy!and how can i forget that we had the best class teacher ever! those were d good times la.. we did have our bad times too.. i dont know how many times teachers came in and shouted, canned, threw our books,pinched..very drama la that time... but we went thru it all together..
now we have all grown..in size n height..hehe.. we met
up one day after for a very very long time in pizza hut...boy did we bring life to that plc ;p it was sooo nice 2 meet every1 again.. well almost everyone la.. it was a good turn out.. it was kinda weird speakin english 2 some of em..so afta awhile we stuck bk with chinese.. man i felt my chinese has detoriated soo much.. thankfully i culd still keep up lah! the most famous question of that night was " where u studying now?" and " what u studying"... that got d conversation flowing la.. some still looked d same.. some i couldn't even recognize man..!!! soo much of change.. all lookin very beautiful n leng chai..hehe..
well we got 2 catch up a bit wif 1 another.. and had a good time laughing!
hope we have more reunions soon.. miss u ppl man!
*wanna put more pics but i duno wats up wif dis blogspot thing :s*

beauty in my view...

last night i was suppose 2 go 4 a devotional on d theme of 'beauty'.. but due sum other event.. i couldn't make it.. well we were suppose 2 bring an 'artistic expression' n share wif every1 ( i guess) .... so i was actually lookin 4ward in goin.. but yeah.. i didn't make it.. so here's wat i tink beauty is...

people of different races 2gather...

d innocentness of babies..

there's like a whole lot more of things that i think represents beauty 2 me.. but generally beauty 2 me is seeing people come 2gather in happiness n also innocence.. :)

a different perspective..

i luv foolin round wif d digital cammy..it's fun.. here r sum pics taken awhile ago..by me n my sis.. dis technology rocks!!
yeah well so enjoy..

stuff in my bro's room...

ayyam-i-ha.. d past n present

so ayyam-i-ha has just ended...4 those hu dont knw bout ayyam-i-ha..well its days of givin, sharing, charity, feasting,etc... 2 prepare us 4 d Fast! so on d eve we had an awesome celebration at d bahai centre.. yeah it was realy noisy cuz everybody was pretty hyped up i guess... kinda hard 2 controll.. Mc'in din go too bad either( i hope!).. hope every1 had a good time lah.. den afta dat got belanja'ed by Neda 2 rootbeerFloats n onion rings.. yummm..!! next day.. woke up early 2 have family prayers n meetin.. den headed off wif reubs, pek n family 2 d GIVE-LAH carnival... it was not bad..met loads of ppl.. got me hair-cut( tho still not much of a diff!)... won sum game n got meself a free cd.. bought sum stuff.. went home broke.. but i din mind cuz it was all 4 a good course... :) later went 2 ruha's plc.. played charades which was pretty fahney n celebrated reubs b'day.. got lovely pressie frm ruha too!! on mon we went 2 aunty Indra's plc 4 her dad's memorial n dinner... had d most awesome indian dinner man... sooo sedap!! n 2day gave out lil 'prezzies' 2 me classmates n lecturers.. hope they like it.. kinda last min work la dat wan...but i knw we wont b in d same class afta dis course..so tot dis wuld b d best time lah! so yeah dat was dis yr's ayyam i ha... pretty fun lah!
but i'll neva 4get last yr's one cuz i celebrated it in Yasothon... we had such a good time man.. exchanging gifts..visiting d orphans..steamboat makan wif all d youths...ahhhh.. good times lah! miss u guys soo much na! cant believe 1 yr has passed man...
well gonna sign off now.. here's a link 4 u guys hu wanna knw more bout wat
ayyam-i-ha is..
http://www.geocities.com/cwynne19/feast/ha/ayyamiha05.html

and wat other ppl round d world do during ayyam i ha
http://news.bahai.org/story.cfm?storyid=194

enjoy!
p.s HAPPY FASTING...!! 18 more days 2 go.. heehee..

stressful week..

its been awhile since i've updated me blogie.. well wat have i got 2 say 4 myself?..it's been crazy afta cny holidays..!! came bk 2 coll n found out dat d next week had 2 present my website!...1 week 2 do d whole thing...cuz d usual me la..leave everythin 2 d last minit!.. so d whole week damm stress man... had no idea how 2 use d software.. dunoo wat i had been learnin in d class.. everythin looked so diff!! neway afta many many sleepless nites.. n stress..n chattin on9(heehee) i finally finnished it jz in time 4 presentation on d very same day!PHEW!.. neway as usuall AGAIN nothin will go my way... somehow 1 pic wouldn't come out.. n so had 2 jz save it all in adrian's laptop.. aihh.. when will i ever learn??.. BUT all in all.. i guess it went fine.. wasn't too bad lah!!
so i gotta say TANK U 2 everybody hu helped me wif dis web site thing.. directly or indirectly! now i got another assignment cmin up.. so don stop helpin yah! :p
cheers.

ugly made beutiful..at least..

few weeks ago me n my sista's took my couz n uncle out 2 jalan jalan in kl.. me bein d youngest thre got bit d bored la.. then my sis came up wif a challenge 4 me: 2 take pics of things dat look ugly or boring in an way dat will make it look nice or u can say...artistic! so i thought.. y not??since i had nothin betta 2 do.. we were jz walking d streets in kl anyway... so with d digital cammy in hand i opened my eyes 2 look 4 ugly things! so here's wat i took..
this one is my 1st pic i took.. turn out pretty well too don ya tink so?? ;p

can u see d the hidden Mickey in the 2nd pic?? its actually my leftover food frm dinner..hehehe..

took dis at d lrt station.. my feet look good eh?:P

well there's more pics.. i might add em next time la!! so do i pass d challenge??

wat i saw...

last week when me n chitaa arrived bangsar lrt weeee early in d morn.. our eyes still half open.. crossing d road 2 wait 4 d bus 2 take us 2 college.. suddenly a mercedes car stopped in front of us.. a boy hu was wearing skool clothes.. sitting behind in d car was smoking..n his dad was driving. when d car stopped dis guy passed d cigarrette b4 comin down 2 his sis who was sitting in front... n she too took a puff.. the father acted as if it was d most normal thing his kids were doin.. mayb its normal 4 sum ppl out thre.. but it aint 4 me.. its jz too weird yr parent letting u 2 smoke..wat more infront of em weee early in d morn! mayb i don get it.. dis life is getting weirder n weirder by d day..

bk 2 college..

college has started again.. hmm.. afta 3 weeks of holes.. i'm soooo lazy 2 bk lah! hate wakin up so early in d morn.. n den all d asignments dat hv 2 b done.. noooooo!! but its nice 2 c everyone again.. miss every1 la.. n its pretty sad dis sem coz i'm not in d same class as most of d gang.. so i dunoo how it'll b.. hopefully class wont b too boring lah! but my electives r pretty interestin.. phsychology and internet principles.. but both also got loads of work 2 do.. i had a hard time choosin between Internet and ACC.. but in d end i chose Internet coz my comp skills really suck..hv not much of an idea how dis whole internet thing works... so hopefully by end of dis sem i wont b so comp iliterate! :) n i was sooo surprised 2 c chia sin at coll too.. din knw she studyin law thre.. n a few frens of mine also transferred 2 HELP... haha.. not bad la! well lets hope i dun flunk anythin dis sem! * cross fingers*

2005 rocked. so rock on 2006!

man all i could think of if u asked me 2 descirbe 2005 was it was a roller coaster ride.. a hell of a ride it was!!.. 1st i was soo happy i din hv 2 go 2 skool ANYMORE!!.. then i tried my hand working as a waitress.. which was actually pretty fun.. nandos rox! then i went 2 visit my grandma in indon.. it was kinda different dis time coz i went wif my sis..so it wasn't dat bad either....and then there was d Seals n Seals concert.. haha..oldie stuff..but it was cool coz met a whole lot of bahai's..like mini conferance onli.. good memories!!! den finally my wish came tru (tho very last minit!).. i culd go 2 thailand 4 service.. initially i was suppose 2 b thre for 2 weeks coz of stoopid spm results.. but i fell in luv wif d plc n i didn't want 2 cum bk... hu cares bout d damm results anyway?? so i stayed on till i was thre for a month..!! fasting was wonderful thre.. n Naw-Ruz was so diff celebratin it thre.. yet it was AWESOME!.. the youths thre rock.. i'll neva 4get em.. met soo many wonderful peeps too..i soo wanna go bk thre again man!! then afta i came bk thing jz wasnt good.. i missed yasothon soo much.. n i didn't hv any idea whre 2 study.. so in d end i went 2 form 6.. n i was damm...!! i'm bk 2 skool AGAIN... nooooo..!!! it sucked.. i hated d atmosphere.. was very depressin lah! so finally afta many many heated discussion wif my parents n siblings..(mind me it wasn't so nice).. many tears shed too.. i finally got out of it n got into HELP!..yea i really needed sum help too.. hehehe.. thre i met sum real sweet n happenin frens.. bonded real lot too.. n then sum othr stuff happen too.. n mid december kinda sucked.. but sumthin goes down sumthin else has 2 go up.. so yea all is cool now!! so i'm still happy wif 2005... :)