sakit hati man...

its finalss!!!
cannot wait till its OVER lah... im craving 2 travel already... my itchy feet is asking 4 it.. hehe.. so jealous to see people in KL Central going on the LCCT bus.. on their way to another place.. ahhh.. and tourists walking arnd like lost ppl.. ahhhhh!! feels so good :) my time will come sooon..jz gotta be patient roya!

another sakit hati thing..
my Greatest Name -Baha'i pendant is gone missing!!!! :( been wearing it since i was 15 la.. summor given frm my sis which was frm my granma.. all d way frm Adreinople... so sakit hatiiiiii!! its gone 4eva now... i dunoo where it dropped bcoz its not at home! i just hope whoever who has it now is keeping it nicely..
now i feel so weird without it! the chain was my 20th bday prez frm my uni mates summor... no chain n pendant can replace it! *sob sob sob*

im not nomally attached 2 my accesories.. but this one.. diff la.. aiyoo.. think about it oso make me so sakit hatii.. me n my carelessness! grrr...

Road Trip Vid!

this is my very own video.. un-eddited.. took it while i was travelling in swak..
jz loved the scenery n all.. if any1 wants 2 edit this lemme knw! :D

another all-nighter...

wow.. its been a month since i last updated! boy i suck! :p

anway... im lacked of sleep rite now..n my brain cant funtion to think about how 2 counsel ppl at the moment.. kennysia has not updated his blog.. so i shall update mine! so lame la..

rite.. dis sem i learn an old lesson i've still got 2 learn.. dont leave yr assignemnts for last min.. HAHA.. its like impossible laa.. i dunoo when will the day come when i finnish my assignemnts without staying up later then 1a.m.. *yeah im generous 2 myself* :p i dunoo how some ppl can do it.. i need 2 learn la.. im cravingg 2 sleep but i feel like a robot now..jz typing whatever words dat comes to my fingers.. i mean brain.. woopss!! wats wit procrastiantion n me lah? i tink we bcame good buddies ever since i went 2 skool.. yeah.. even in primary my work all last min one.. it continued to secondary n now uni.. hmmm.. such is my life... mayb i can change it if i REALLY want to.. mayb wen im older n get back painsreally easily..then i'll hv 2 consider la...

but i tink im getting used 2 staying up till mornin.. we even had 2 do an 'observation' of 24hr sleep deprivation (yeah things dis pyscho uni asks u 2 do la)... it was by far d easiest n weird thing i had 2 do as ''assignemnt'' 4 uni.. ppl actually thought i wouldnt make it u knw... hmph! look down on me la.. i stayed up for 25 hrs non-stop ok... peanutsss i say! :p
actually i think my body is gotten used to it.. but i still do luv 2 sleep.. in the mornings preferably.. dunoo why oso.. me a night person la.. but im so huingry rite now.. serves me rite 4 not finnishing my dinner jz now.. badd appetitte.. dat will b another post comin soon.. on my appetite! watch out 4 it ppl!!
talk onli lah me.. dunoo if i'll write anythin oso... soo lazyyy...im such a lazyy bummm... look la wat im doing.. suppose 2 b typing on microsoft word..NOT HERE!! aduiii...
ok.. ok... im gonna cont wit my work..hopefully...
can la..i closed facebook adi..no blogs..no emails..no body on9.. i cant do anything but 2 jz type.. but not here.. roya enoughhhhh!!
OK

-sowie ppl, dis me at 04:16 a.m- OK im done!! GONE- SPOOF! u dont c me anymore.. laa laa

blame it on Facebook!

hokay...i know i've been really bad at updating this blog.. well cant blame me..blame it on facebook and the lack of privacy i get round d house!!
yesh this facebook is addictive.. so addictive that while travel teaching in swak we kept taking photos tht will b cool 2 put on FB! and we even started recruiting ppl 2 join it.. pure madness.. but its lotsa fun.. i dunoo how poking ppl got so addictive.. n all those applications!!! being a pirate n wat not... then uploading pics n making comments about em...yeah u cant help it but 2 chek yr facebook every time u log in! =) so that's what been depriving me...
d other thing is also i cant blog wit ppl around me... its bit weird i think...its tough 2 get a decent privacy at home..and im the type dat doesnt like ppl interruptin me while im bloggin..not 2 say im a frequent one either.. but get d point?
anyway..finally 2day i get some privacy!! hopefully no one will come and open the door and say "LUNCH IS READY!"

anyway.. im too lazy 2 type PART 2 of the social even of the year.. it was suppose to be about travel teaching in swak wit my couzie vahdat... everything is still fresh in my memory.. but there is just wayy too much to type!! maybe one day when i have absolutely nothing in my life to talk about... then we shall reminicise about 'those days...'

anyway lots have been happening lately.. im goin
crazy with my course..seriously they make u psycho there!! its like
non-stop-one-after-another work n study.. i really cant wait till dis
semester ends andim counting the months till im done wit dis psycho course!! literally! i know i should probably be enjoying this time cuz working seems to be much worse then dis.. well i do enjoy the fact tht i get thurs n fri's off :) and i get student price for movie n all dat... dat is as far as it goes la.. hehe.. i try la 2 keep telling myself 2 make d best out of all dis.. i am trying OK!

nuff bout psycho..

the past few weeks were really messy n chaotic cuz my bro n amy were selling their stuff n packing 4 UK.. it was cool 2 hv em at home.. n goin tru old stuff.. wondering wat was i thinking when i drew tht??!! then suddenly its all packed up in boxes stored sumwhre and they are gone.. yeah they finally bought their tic left... sudden queitness in d house.. even the ride home was really quiet... yeah we miss em in our own ways.. my fam is not d type of expresing ourselves rite out anyway.. so its understandable..
boy now i cant wait 2 move out.. i tink it will do us all some good!! ;p

rite..lunch call coming from downstairs already.. donwanna make d mom come up!!
toodles!

Social Event of the Year!!! Pt 1

wokeyh... sooooo much has happened lately..and i havent had d time to put anythin down.. it has been massive business d last month!!

lets start wit my family reunion... it was GREAT! my mom's side is hugeee...n dis time about 1/4 of them turned up n still it was massive lah! we all went to langkawi since d wedding was gonna b thre anyway.. and add in the sun, sand, sea, pool n good foood we had a wonderfull time 2gatha.. it was really interesting to find out about the history of my family and how much our ancestors have sacrificed for the Faith..means our tasks are even greater la now...so amazed la how rich my family history is..

of cuz nothing went all dat smooth... its impossible 2 make every1 happy! but overall it went well and everybody was happy 2 b 2gatha.. its VERY rare 2 c ALL of us at the same time..so it was very special dis event.. we had good fun playin and all dat jazz lah!

then was the BIG event...My bro n Amy got married!!!

even typing it gives me goosebumps cuz it was soooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful the whole thing! bestest wedding ever! dat day was super busy... we all prayed so hard dat it wont rain, but it did slightly in d begining..still we roughed it out..by the time the ceremony started..the wind was blowing softly... sound of the waves in the background..the sun setting...both of them saying their vows.. was such a wonderfull moment!! beach wedding rox!

after tht was lots of singing, eating n of cuz dancing...i mean, hello..we got d persian blood in us.. how can we NOT dance?? it was non stop the whole nite..it was so hot tht some people decided to just jump in d pool and cool off.. frm then on my cousins started throwing ppl in d pool..i got saved the 1st time...but the next time was no mercy!! it felt good tho cooling off in d pool n heading bk up 2 dance again! :) we would have dance allll nite long if it werent 4 d hotel staff 2 tell us 2 stop cuz they had 2 clean up..

after burning all dat fat...about 40 of us headed out 4 some roti canai n milo ais at 3a.m!!

the next few days after dat was jz plain chilling by the beach which is wat i call LIFE! i cant imagine being anywhre else feeling tht way... soooooooooo beautifull, serene..

ahhhhh...finally i got my beach :)

shoesss!!

im not the kind of person who wears heels to anywhre at anytime.. but since my bday was around d corner..n i thought i mite need some kinda shoes 4 me bro's wedding..might as well get some heels.. so went shopping wit my sis.. n wala.. behold my 1st eva heels!! my sis bought it 4 me 4 me bday! its surprisingly pretty comfortable 4 this high! i feel funny wearing it.. thus hv onli worn it once 4 my wonderful PS presentation. its colourful.. so kinda hard 2 match.. but i like it still... jz don tink i can survive wearing it 4 really long hours..i dont understand how some ppl hv 2 wear heels everyday or ever tht often! ask my bro.. he's too dumbfounded to why heels r so important 2 women!! i guess it makes u feel more confidant or sth.. hehe.. all in the mind!

bsides dat.. my sis bought another pair of shorter heels.. i wore it 2 uni.. n on d 1st day itself it got scratched.. :( i am so hopeless in this la..

well i finalieee got my long waited pair of ipanema sandals!! been waiting 4 it since day i had bad shopping wit yas..hehe..delayed gratification paid off rili cuz dis onli cossed me rm29.90! =)
they r really comfy.. n its gold!! i think it's very shick! heehee.. luv luv luv it!


feel like buying another pair.. need sth 2 go with my dress.. HAHA... im gonna b a shoeholic la..

time 2 partieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

YaY sem's OVER!!!
actually it has almost been a week adi.. WEEEEE :) this month will b defintely exciting with d wedding n fam reunion..lots of DRAMA i anticipate.. and also cant wait 2 meet me couz's n whole lot of peepz.. double WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
well now its lots of stress cuz i am so not organized.. hope this fam reunion will turn out ok.. i got so lil time 2 prepare for it.. so sket i miss out lil details.. even the prog is not finlised!! everyone has somethin diff 2 say about it.. susahhhh...

and how can i NOT b excited since i'll b at the BEACH! woohoo.. i miss the beach soo much.. cant wait 4 the sand, sea n double bonus if got hot guys.. haha.. very deprived here i must say.. d other day we were all discussing whre we can go 2 juz 'wash eyes'.. hehe.. best place 4 klang valley i'd say wuld b KLCC.. no? ;)

anyway.. rewinding back.. our last day of paper was hopefully the last time i will c 'dat lecturer'...can u imagine she came late 4 the exam!! seriously... talk about punctuality!! afat d paper..every1 had their own thing 2 do.. so bernice, kristi n me headed 2 dis restaurant near our uni which i've neva noticed b4 2 eat.. had d yummiest pizza la..the cheese can make yr mouth go watery..tis comin frm a non-cheese fan! yeap.. dat good! i jz so geramm i 4got 2 bring my camera (again!) cuz we were in such a mood 4 camwhoring b4 our test! hehe..

met up wit sara n all at bobby brown.. we spent about 3 hrs thre trying the make-up's learnin new stuffs.. i cant blive my self! finally got meself the eyeshadow n concealer.. my 1st eva branded make-up!! syokkkk..! hope i'll knw how 2 use em properly.. its not easy la all dis.. still new 2 it.. hehe..

feeling down?

what would you do when u are feeling down and low..
esp when you feel the world has turn its back on you..
or when you are sleepy and tired but still need get up and going..??

well just listen 2 MIKA!!!

seriously! this dude's songs r sooo cheerful n hyper.. its effects r fantabulous!
mayb he sings in a rilii high pitch...or ppl think that he's gay... but hey who cares when he makes songs like this!! it gives you good positive vibes :D

ok here's my suggestion for some dose of hyper/happy/good vibes frm Mika's collection :)
*Lollipop
*Grace Kelly
*Love today
*Happy ending
*Big girl (you are beautiful)

enjoy peepz!

toilet signs..

i was just browsing tru some pics (2 procrastinate even more), when i came across THIS!


i took this pic in McD's - the one near central market.. WHO la wanna steal paiping frm McD?? mayb KFC got jealousss of McD's toilet... kekeke...
and chek out the english.. STELL??!

another toilet sign we came across d othr day at sports planet... i din hv my camera with me so no pic.. but on the boys toilet it was written 'GENTLE' (seriosuly! wat were they tinking?)
now i wonder wat they wrote for the girls toilet...??

arrrrrrhhhhhh!!!

yes this is what i feel like rite now!

i hate it when its assignments time... just makes life sooo miserable.. makes me wonder why do i even bother bout all this research poeple do... i know it must be for the better good..other people may learn to improve themselves..how unfair the world is.. all dat jazz.. but why isit sooo complicated????
i have been starring at my comp for HOURS!! and i still cant get what the journal is saying.....!!!!

why do i do this to myself???!!! neway just felt liked blogging la.. at least i can type something i knw that is for sure.. i cant even crap on my assignment cuz i dont know WHAT to crap about!! hope my lecturer will be kind enough to gimme some kesian marks...
somebody tell me why did i take psychology again??

frm a dinasour 2 another dinasour...

this is a speciallll shout out 2 my limau dinasour who's jz turned 20!

HAPPY BURFDAE YO!

u olddddddddddddd..!! dats wat dinasours supose 2 b neways.. :)

*muah*

CAUTION! a suppressed me ahead.

i thought that it would b the last time i encounter someone like dat...little did i know this would happen again....

starting of the sem, it all seem fine... she was interesting, funny, n hell even nice! i dunoo wat came over her one day.. gotta give it to da sudden attendence of students for a quizz that gave her a shock of her life.. from then on everything went frm bad 2 worse...

every class was a non-stop nagging.. she could come in late, but if we did, it was hell frm her!! her eyes will b popping out... special effects thx 2 d enormous amount of eyeliner.. every few minutes if someone went out or thre was some noise..the nagging came in again... same old thing she will say over n over... but it didnt apply to everyone.. her focus was on those she didnt like...n dat i am still wondering how she chooses who she likes or not! how is it possible that a lecturer can b soooooo obviously biased??!!!

its hard 2 fight back when she has the attitude of 'DR Almighty'! cuz nothing she says is ever wrong... miss-knw-it-all isit? well i couldnt take it wen she couldnt say my name properly.. its astAni for heaven sake!! once is forgivable.. 3 times?? dats on purpose!

and after giving one big bloody lecture to us about being punctual....she can come in ONE hour late 4 class!!! on a saturday summor! and not even apologising??? whre is the JUSTICE??????

reformasi i say!! hehe... its not fair cuz if we were 2 complain, we wil bound 2 fail her subj.. this is exactly wat happened last time with another lecturer n we had 2 just keep our opinions 2 ourselves..
im just wondering... what did we do to make her hate us /me??? or isit just her nature?? jeez...
but thank god for 1 thing.. we did pretty ok for our presentation! *phew*
*btw uncodified was how wikipedia put it 4 brit const!*

how much can i take this? i dont know... all i know is that she has drained the hell outta me n its not even funny! i dont know what can be done?
i just totally cant wait till it all ends.....

i want the beach........................!!!!!

searching,
searching for something...
something which is out there,
there for me to take it, or not..

yet,
there is always something,
something which blocks the way,
for my search to end...

fear seeps in..
seeps into my ownself...
never know will i
for what lies ahead...
till fear is overcomed.

best campus award.

last month during the shortest hols eva, muli - kev - me made a road trip to nottingham 2 visit our deprived frm civilization fren - Sara.


this is how far the plc is..




















there were ducks at the lake.. and they followed us hoping 2 get some doughnuts themselves!! ;p






















all makin sure we got rid of em ducks @ our picnic spot.. couldnt wait 2 whack the food.. so happy me sandwiches turned out fine :)






while we were leaving it was sunset.. HAD 2 take pics la! so beautifoooolll!!!












guess wat they even have london phone booths! 2 make u feel the real thing.. hehe
how awesome is dat?!








yeah we made it 2 notts! almost half dead.. its rili far.. but worth every single bit of it!

now i knw how much deprived my uni/coll is!! y didnt i find dis plc earlier??!!

all in all i'd say notts is d best campus in s'ngor i've ever seen so far! so i shall bestow em wit
the best campus award courtesy of ME :p

picsss

yeeteng, prav, n me blowing our cake..






playing straw game.. always my uni mates who came!
get bullied by saysh!






me with ma sistas who did so much 2 make it all work!

gotta luv dis gurl who sacrificed her time 2 party! ;)

da weekend dat was.. pt2

woke up pretty early for a sat mornin 2 go watch free movie (cages) with me akka n sam... he's da one who got da free tics btw.. it was not bad lah.. can watch it again on hallmark! hehe.. but i had nice twin seats which i used it all up.. :p

came bk home n cut me yummy mocha cake (thx 2 aunty rose!). soon the juniors youths started comin n we had our gathering.. played basketball wit em 4 a bit.. man i reali hv no stamina.. dis kids r too fast 4 me! a call frm thailand came.. me frens all sang 4 me... soooo goood 2 hear frm em!! i miss my narak fren sooo much man!

by the time we finnish playing..had 2 rush n pack 2 get ready to go n stay at my sis's plc.. it was jz gonna b a few of us chilling at her new plc..
little did i know that her apartment was filled with FRIENDS! it was a surprise partieee!!! i totally had no ideaaa... was sooo shcoked! it was the bestest feeling EVA! slowly during d night i could recall bits n pieces of weirdness dat happened during d week... it was kev, muli, n neda who tot of it n along wit nosrat, anusia n whole lot of othrs they planned it..
one HUGE BIG THANK U n HUGSSS 2 em' 4 all the work they did!!
its soo not easy plannin this.. n they did it verri well.. so did every1 else who knew about it! im speechless for all they did... i'd never tot anyone wuld throw a surprise 4 me.. thank u 2 all who came!! we had a reali gut time last nite.. n im still in a daze of all dat has happened!

thank u 2 all 4 yr sms's, testi's, facebook msg's, hugs, wishes, preziess n efforts! muah muah muah!
:)

*ok tink im done wit me tq speech!*

da weekend dat was... pt1

this weekend has been the most interesting, happening, fantabulous, i-dunoo-wat else-can-xpress-it wekkends i've had ever!

it started out by going 2 BENTONG wit mat n kristi.. since kristi stays thre we decided 2 chek her plc out n see it 4 ourselves! well..must say our d'tour 4 shoppin did make us go pretty broke...its sooo tempting lah!! but the best thing about going 2 bentong was seeing the scenery... (f.o.c!) just so breathtaking lah seeing the trees under the sunlight.. looking at the stars at night till our necks hurt... dipping our feet in the hot springs then chilling by cold running river... everything was BE.U.TI.FOOOL! plus we ate loads...thx 2 kristi who kept bringin us super nice food plcs!! (so gerammm i forgot 2 bring my cammera..!!!)

afta dat went n meet up wit sara,kev,muli,geetha,leena, n pravin. stuffed ourselves with pizzzas n headed 2 watch NEXT.. it was a verry geramm movie cuz of the endin.. dats all i got 2 say.
then rushed to go 4 childrens class... the kids sang happie b'day 4 me..was shooo sweeet.. my cake was a tiny lil cupcake which they all got 2 nibble on it.. hehe..
as if my day was not nuff.. headed 2 Suku's 4 drinks with my peepz.. stayed thre till it was midnite n got 20cents off the bill... hehe... :)

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bad shoppin.........

have u eva walked n walked for hours in a mall but never bought anything even though you had the intention to buy something...??

well i have..it has not happen once but a few times.. if u've xperienced this u'll feel me... cuz i got really bummed dat i spent all my energy but didnt buy a thing.. in the end i got meself some rippoff ear fons which cant even work properly wen i came bk n chek it! grrrrrrrrrrr...........
im jz hoping delay gratification happens or i'll blame Yas (my shoppin partner in crime) for it!!

why do i have to think so much and not just buy what is thre?? im starting to think thr's no such thing as the perfect thing for yrself.. everything has their pro's n cons.. its just how im gonna put up wit it.. RITE??or not...

neway i think i shop betta under pressure.. n in a guilty mode.. i alwayz tend 2 tink so much bout what i didnt buy..feel bad.n go bk 2 d shop n buy it.. that way i feel so much better knowing i made the right decision.. :) (but sumtimes dats not d case la!)

right so who's up for more shoppin? ;p

celebrationn wit footiee..

so friday was our last day of the 2nd sem of YR1.. it was almost hell with all that work and stress we had..but we also had our good times..

so rite afta our last paper..and collecting our assignements..we headed 2 MAKAN! it took us awhile to decide what 2 eat cuz all had diff taste n all.. sounds familiar? well we ended up eating in this Korean restaurant... it was OK la.. they had fahney names tho for their food!
*i took pics of it..but its takin 2 loong 2 load da pics! :(

well afta a lot of 'othr' palnning and waiting.. we finally got to play FUTSAL! weeeeeeeee.. its been sooo looong since i last played.. we had a good mix of guys and gurls.. and bot one hour was more then nuff 2 make us all soo exhausted!!
i t was a reali gud game tho... had lotsa fun.. seeing aaron's shoes flying twice.. priceless... haha!! n i finally manage 2 score a goal afta how looong... woohoo!! 1st goal for me team summor ! :)

afta dat had 2 go teach childrens class... we had a very interesting childrens class cuz one kid really opened up and could not stop telling his school stories! hehe.. it was soo cute, kids r really innocent la..

okiee happy holidayss u ppl!!
=)