can it get anymore worse???

March 27th. d day dat tested me to da max.

if taking Psych can get anymore worse.. i'll breakdown. bcoz now i finally know my level of tolarance of stress.

it all started out with the 4 of us in a group doing a research. n it boiled down 2 doing a mock presentation in front of d lecturer we feared most. and habing to face with one-to-one Q&A after dat was daunting...
at first we all had d spirit to NOT screw up again..not after the trial run for experiment...
then other assignments came n we didnt prepare enough..
whole nite spent on figuring out hypothesis, looking 4 journals, reviewing em..
next day was eben worse cuz we were JUST SO NOT PREPARED! it was sooo nerve wrecking not knowing what to do... felt so hopleless at times... i am DAT blur la wen it comes 2 quantitative shit..

d best part is..after dis it still aint gona b over... thre's still coloquium (im not too worried bout dat now), labreport n another paper AND SPSS test! :(

i so wanted 2 cry.. but tears wouldn come cuz of d stress.. not me la 2 cry suddenly i tink.. plus i had my grouppie..n we went mental after sometime.. totally psychos in da making la.. HELP does a gr8 job in dat... we'll end up in tjg. Rambutan soon.

so our mock presentation went umm like dat la.. nobody fainted if dats a consolation..
i wish we do better next time.. tho rite now i don really give 2 shits n all i hope is 2 PASS dis paper! cant wait 2 c whats in store for 3rd year la.. weepedidoo! *fainted*

U DoN't WaNNa Miss dis' MoVie!

if u liked watchin Stomp The Yard, U got Served n the likes.. then u would definitely wanna watch Step Up 2!

its not like the 1st movie.. Step Up 2 is like way more happening n crazee dance moves!! while watchin it u cant help yrself but to shout 4 em cuz they dance so damm AWESOME.. n after d movie u cannot tahan but 2 try out some of d moves.. haha.. me n yt went crazee in da cinema watchin it!!

my fav scene n move was when they were dancin under d rain..*i call it the heartbeat move*

*dancin in da rain..awesome effects man!*

*this whre they battle it out..on da 'streets!'*

aite so make sure u catch dis movie cuz rOya rated it 9/10!
(1 mark less cuz the story plot is pretty predictable)

so who wants 2 join ma'Crew? ;)

just like a shooting star....

just like a shooting star,
February came n went..
faster then i thought it would..
it March now.. wahlau!

time spent with friends,
time spent in coll,
time spent on d computer
with facebook at my heels!

first came yas's 'drama' bday,
then came Mat's 21st makeover,
Vday stumbled as S.A.D,
Priya gone like d wind..

chinese new year ..
not so festive as i get older..
duno whre d semangat ler..
mayb coz its a leap year
ang pou oso lessER..
at least got bro who is married! ;p

being a childrens class teacher 4 real,
has been interesting..
kids really say d darnest things..
alwayz unexpected..
ups n downs gotta stick wit em..
till they finally learn something worthwhile!

i fear March..
stressfull sleepless nitghts awaits..
for me i hope i survive..
for naw-ruz 2 celebrate!

Ayyam-I-Ha.. the gift from God to man...

Ayyam-I-Ha is here ppl!! time to feast, give n celebrate!!!


**Baha'is celebrate the festival of Ayyam-i-Ha each year from sunset on Feb. 25 to sunset of March 1 as a preparation for the Fast, which begins March 2 and ends March 20. During Ayyam-i-Ha, members of the Faith perform acts of charity, give gifts to friends and family, and attend social gatherings.**

Baha'u'llah has said of Ayyam-i-Ha: "It behoveth the people of Baha, throughout these days, to provide good cheer for themselves, their kindred and, beyond them, the poor and needy, and with joy and exultation to hail and glorify their Lord, to sing His praise and magnify His Name."

Ayyam-i-ha is one of my fav Baha'i celebrations.. buying gifts n getting togath with frens, exchangin gifts.. luv da spirit! tho dis yr thanks 2 mid terms was bit hard 2 celeb la.. so sadd.. at least thre was our so-called 70's party wit bunch of youths.. made prezzies frm raw materials in 15 mins! wish we din hv 2 leave so early la..
din even hv time 2 make cookies or somethin 4 me frennies! haih.. well thre's always Naw-Ruz! :D
so,
HAPPY AYYAM-I-HA TO U!!!
n happy Fasting!

peace
out!

White Water Rafting -Jan08

all geard up for our adventure!

testing out the paddles... wishing they were light sabers instead!

after the whole thing..GROUP PHOTO!


on our way back in the jeep ride.. wind blowing like nobody's bizness!

it was my first time going white water rafting... n boy it was SOOOOOO fun!!
did it with both me sis', anneleis n elyssa...
definitely wanna do it agian..
din knw dat malaysia has some pretty xtreme stuff 2 offer.. Sg.SLim is whre we rafted..
even did some body surfing which was cool too.. fell off d raft once, n almost lost me sandals!
awesome fun thing 2 kick start the year :)

New LoOk n NaMe :)

hey guys!

bloggie is now called MiMPiiiii !! with a new look 4 it too..

so waddya'll think?

better or worst? im not sure bout d name la.. had no idea adi.. dis wot me fren frm aussie calls me.. cuz roya means dream/vision if u guys din already knw dat!

be honest now n lemme knw yea?
i'll b disapointed if u didnt :'(

yaaaaamsenggggg!

it hurtsss!!

who wuld hv thought? such a small thing like this can hurt so much?

i thought it only happens during teenage years..when hormones are raging.. and everything seemed to be that way... but untill now STILL?

its d friggin pimples yo! i cant stand it laaa.. they jz keep poppin all d time..

when will i ever b over with it?
i've tried everything la.. products.. natural stuffs.. nothing works! :(

sometimes i feel sorry 4 d ppl who hafto see me everyday wit dis terrible huge pimples!

high skool times were pretty bad too... thre some reeeal baddd times..
thre was once i had a HUGE one rite on d tip of me nose .. made me look like a rhino.. it was painfull too... got teased by it summor! gone la my self esteem!! it was so pain n BIG dat i had 2 cover it up with my hands.. till i couldnt take it anymore n called me mom 2 take me 2 d doc.. she didnt take me 2 doc n instead gave me aloa vera.. :(

it aint stoppin me frm eating chocs tho :p

Re-Cap Yo!

its 2008!!!

yeah bit slow la me to realize its actually ANOTHER new year.. but well that's ME ok!

rite.. so lets do a re-cap of what happened in 2007 jz 4 fun... well good reflection too i suppose!

JAN: umm.. another new sem.. was infact super stressfull sem!
took my driving xam 2nd time n passed!! weeepideedoooo!! yeah i actually can drive la.. tho i dont exactly enjoy it... manual n slopes don go along with me.. auto is a gift to mankind that i must thank d person who even thought about it!

FEB: dont remember much.. haha.. ohh..Pekie left 2 aus, then Dugongg... everyone leaving.. :( baked cookies 4 ayyam-i-ha n it came out delicious! ( u guys can testify 2 dat!) will i be lucky again dis yr with me cookies? we'll see....

MAR: fastingggggg!! it was cool 2 hv like d whole fam arnd first few days... rare sights all of us waking up super early eating breakfast 2gath... absolutely onli happens during fasting months! practiced dance 4 naw-ruz despite the amazing amounts of assignments... but naw-ruz was ok.. wished i was kid again tho!

APR: exams n what not... couldnt wait 4 holidays! my beach dream didnt come true.. but at least manage 2 picnic in Notts!!

MAY: another new sem... had the best bday ever.. surprise party n after partiee.. =) i love my firends n sibs! my friend Abeer leaves home 4 Dubai... man i miss her n Dheli! good times hangin with the whole gang...

JUN: stress comes boiling frm all corners.. preparing 4 the fam reunion.. xams.. assignments.. whoa!! highest level of stress la!! but also had good times chilling wit me homies n sleepovers..

JULY: this is D-month of all d months! haha.. well basically.. it was the fam reunion in langkawi.. which was totally awesome... luved it 2 bits! n then me bro's n amy's wedding... the best wedding ever! haha.. so biased! but i dont care.. it was still da best 4 me... if im sad..i jz need 2 tink bk 2 JULY n happy thoughts come bk 2 me mind.. =)

AUG:sarawakk babeh!!! travel teaching with me couzie was great! wonderfull experience.. the long houses.. boy will never 4get the worst nite ever there.. is probly the best nite ever too cuz we got 2 c soooooooooooooooooo many stars! the freinds who helped us our way along... n the JY camp was the highlight... so much spirit.. n made some good friends there too.. boy, i miss Kolo mee!!

SEPT: so upset had 2 go bk 2 uni early.. had withdrawal syptomps frm such a wonderfull holiday... no mood 4 studies at all... didnt help had super mafan assignments.. started with Moral Leadership book which is damm eye opening!

OCT: i dont rmbr wat happen.. guess it was just too much work in uni! 1 more addition 2 da Baha'is in uni! can open Baha'i Club adi! hehe..

NOV: tc was amazing dis time around.. finally adapting to the fact that my friends r all abroad.. but there r still those who r here.. so im not dat lonely.. tho its never the same la... had my 1st psych Colloquium.. i'd say it went ok la..not too bad for a 1st time.. bought me tic 4 thailand! cant blive it!!

DEC: exams were the worst EVER! totally thought i was going to fail at least 2 subjs! holidays came... went 4 battle of d bands..closest i got 2 going 4 concert! saw kenny, estranged, high skool tuition fren famous ad.. hot boys, good music, good company! SCI, RELIGION n DEV was a good course..had good times thre.. n then came THAI! oooohh..laa..laaa... me n tem on our adventure.. superb! all the pork u can get.. shopping... my friendsss... blisssfull time! come bk BROKE!

so that's my 2007... it went alrite.. tho my new yrs resolution hardly came 2 resolved.. but its gonna b pushed 4ward dis yr.. hehe..

oh well.. HAPPY NEW YRS u guys!
x0x0

sakit hati man...

its finalss!!!
cannot wait till its OVER lah... im craving 2 travel already... my itchy feet is asking 4 it.. hehe.. so jealous to see people in KL Central going on the LCCT bus.. on their way to another place.. ahhh.. and tourists walking arnd like lost ppl.. ahhhhh!! feels so good :) my time will come sooon..jz gotta be patient roya!

another sakit hati thing..
my Greatest Name -Baha'i pendant is gone missing!!!! :( been wearing it since i was 15 la.. summor given frm my sis which was frm my granma.. all d way frm Adreinople... so sakit hatiiiiii!! its gone 4eva now... i dunoo where it dropped bcoz its not at home! i just hope whoever who has it now is keeping it nicely..
now i feel so weird without it! the chain was my 20th bday prez frm my uni mates summor... no chain n pendant can replace it! *sob sob sob*

im not nomally attached 2 my accesories.. but this one.. diff la.. aiyoo.. think about it oso make me so sakit hatii.. me n my carelessness! grrr...

Road Trip Vid!

this is my very own video.. un-eddited.. took it while i was travelling in swak..
jz loved the scenery n all.. if any1 wants 2 edit this lemme knw! :D

another all-nighter...

wow.. its been a month since i last updated! boy i suck! :p

anway... im lacked of sleep rite now..n my brain cant funtion to think about how 2 counsel ppl at the moment.. kennysia has not updated his blog.. so i shall update mine! so lame la..

rite.. dis sem i learn an old lesson i've still got 2 learn.. dont leave yr assignemnts for last min.. HAHA.. its like impossible laa.. i dunoo when will the day come when i finnish my assignemnts without staying up later then 1a.m.. *yeah im generous 2 myself* :p i dunoo how some ppl can do it.. i need 2 learn la.. im cravingg 2 sleep but i feel like a robot now..jz typing whatever words dat comes to my fingers.. i mean brain.. woopss!! wats wit procrastiantion n me lah? i tink we bcame good buddies ever since i went 2 skool.. yeah.. even in primary my work all last min one.. it continued to secondary n now uni.. hmmm.. such is my life... mayb i can change it if i REALLY want to.. mayb wen im older n get back painsreally easily..then i'll hv 2 consider la...

but i tink im getting used 2 staying up till mornin.. we even had 2 do an 'observation' of 24hr sleep deprivation (yeah things dis pyscho uni asks u 2 do la)... it was by far d easiest n weird thing i had 2 do as ''assignemnt'' 4 uni.. ppl actually thought i wouldnt make it u knw... hmph! look down on me la.. i stayed up for 25 hrs non-stop ok... peanutsss i say! :p
actually i think my body is gotten used to it.. but i still do luv 2 sleep.. in the mornings preferably.. dunoo why oso.. me a night person la.. but im so huingry rite now.. serves me rite 4 not finnishing my dinner jz now.. badd appetitte.. dat will b another post comin soon.. on my appetite! watch out 4 it ppl!!
talk onli lah me.. dunoo if i'll write anythin oso... soo lazyyy...im such a lazyy bummm... look la wat im doing.. suppose 2 b typing on microsoft word..NOT HERE!! aduiii...
ok.. ok... im gonna cont wit my work..hopefully...
can la..i closed facebook adi..no blogs..no emails..no body on9.. i cant do anything but 2 jz type.. but not here.. roya enoughhhhh!!
OK

-sowie ppl, dis me at 04:16 a.m- OK im done!! GONE- SPOOF! u dont c me anymore.. laa laa

blame it on Facebook!

hokay...i know i've been really bad at updating this blog.. well cant blame me..blame it on facebook and the lack of privacy i get round d house!!
yesh this facebook is addictive.. so addictive that while travel teaching in swak we kept taking photos tht will b cool 2 put on FB! and we even started recruiting ppl 2 join it.. pure madness.. but its lotsa fun.. i dunoo how poking ppl got so addictive.. n all those applications!!! being a pirate n wat not... then uploading pics n making comments about em...yeah u cant help it but 2 chek yr facebook every time u log in! =) so that's what been depriving me...
d other thing is also i cant blog wit ppl around me... its bit weird i think...its tough 2 get a decent privacy at home..and im the type dat doesnt like ppl interruptin me while im bloggin..not 2 say im a frequent one either.. but get d point?
anyway..finally 2day i get some privacy!! hopefully no one will come and open the door and say "LUNCH IS READY!"

anyway.. im too lazy 2 type PART 2 of the social even of the year.. it was suppose to be about travel teaching in swak wit my couzie vahdat... everything is still fresh in my memory.. but there is just wayy too much to type!! maybe one day when i have absolutely nothing in my life to talk about... then we shall reminicise about 'those days...'

anyway lots have been happening lately.. im goin
crazy with my course..seriously they make u psycho there!! its like
non-stop-one-after-another work n study.. i really cant wait till dis
semester ends andim counting the months till im done wit dis psycho course!! literally! i know i should probably be enjoying this time cuz working seems to be much worse then dis.. well i do enjoy the fact tht i get thurs n fri's off :) and i get student price for movie n all dat... dat is as far as it goes la.. hehe.. i try la 2 keep telling myself 2 make d best out of all dis.. i am trying OK!

nuff bout psycho..

the past few weeks were really messy n chaotic cuz my bro n amy were selling their stuff n packing 4 UK.. it was cool 2 hv em at home.. n goin tru old stuff.. wondering wat was i thinking when i drew tht??!! then suddenly its all packed up in boxes stored sumwhre and they are gone.. yeah they finally bought their tic left... sudden queitness in d house.. even the ride home was really quiet... yeah we miss em in our own ways.. my fam is not d type of expresing ourselves rite out anyway.. so its understandable..
boy now i cant wait 2 move out.. i tink it will do us all some good!! ;p

rite..lunch call coming from downstairs already.. donwanna make d mom come up!!
toodles!

Social Event of the Year!!! Pt 1

wokeyh... sooooo much has happened lately..and i havent had d time to put anythin down.. it has been massive business d last month!!

lets start wit my family reunion... it was GREAT! my mom's side is hugeee...n dis time about 1/4 of them turned up n still it was massive lah! we all went to langkawi since d wedding was gonna b thre anyway.. and add in the sun, sand, sea, pool n good foood we had a wonderfull time 2gatha.. it was really interesting to find out about the history of my family and how much our ancestors have sacrificed for the Faith..means our tasks are even greater la now...so amazed la how rich my family history is..

of cuz nothing went all dat smooth... its impossible 2 make every1 happy! but overall it went well and everybody was happy 2 b 2gatha.. its VERY rare 2 c ALL of us at the same time..so it was very special dis event.. we had good fun playin and all dat jazz lah!

then was the BIG event...My bro n Amy got married!!!

even typing it gives me goosebumps cuz it was soooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful the whole thing! bestest wedding ever! dat day was super busy... we all prayed so hard dat it wont rain, but it did slightly in d begining..still we roughed it out..by the time the ceremony started..the wind was blowing softly... sound of the waves in the background..the sun setting...both of them saying their vows.. was such a wonderfull moment!! beach wedding rox!

after tht was lots of singing, eating n of cuz dancing...i mean, hello..we got d persian blood in us.. how can we NOT dance?? it was non stop the whole nite..it was so hot tht some people decided to just jump in d pool and cool off.. frm then on my cousins started throwing ppl in d pool..i got saved the 1st time...but the next time was no mercy!! it felt good tho cooling off in d pool n heading bk up 2 dance again! :) we would have dance allll nite long if it werent 4 d hotel staff 2 tell us 2 stop cuz they had 2 clean up..

after burning all dat fat...about 40 of us headed out 4 some roti canai n milo ais at 3a.m!!

the next few days after dat was jz plain chilling by the beach which is wat i call LIFE! i cant imagine being anywhre else feeling tht way... soooooooooo beautifull, serene..

ahhhhh...finally i got my beach :)

shoesss!!

im not the kind of person who wears heels to anywhre at anytime.. but since my bday was around d corner..n i thought i mite need some kinda shoes 4 me bro's wedding..might as well get some heels.. so went shopping wit my sis.. n wala.. behold my 1st eva heels!! my sis bought it 4 me 4 me bday! its surprisingly pretty comfortable 4 this high! i feel funny wearing it.. thus hv onli worn it once 4 my wonderful PS presentation. its colourful.. so kinda hard 2 match.. but i like it still... jz don tink i can survive wearing it 4 really long hours..i dont understand how some ppl hv 2 wear heels everyday or ever tht often! ask my bro.. he's too dumbfounded to why heels r so important 2 women!! i guess it makes u feel more confidant or sth.. hehe.. all in the mind!

bsides dat.. my sis bought another pair of shorter heels.. i wore it 2 uni.. n on d 1st day itself it got scratched.. :( i am so hopeless in this la..

well i finalieee got my long waited pair of ipanema sandals!! been waiting 4 it since day i had bad shopping wit yas..hehe..delayed gratification paid off rili cuz dis onli cossed me rm29.90! =)
they r really comfy.. n its gold!! i think it's very shick! heehee.. luv luv luv it!


feel like buying another pair.. need sth 2 go with my dress.. HAHA... im gonna b a shoeholic la..

time 2 partieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

YaY sem's OVER!!!
actually it has almost been a week adi.. WEEEEE :) this month will b defintely exciting with d wedding n fam reunion..lots of DRAMA i anticipate.. and also cant wait 2 meet me couz's n whole lot of peepz.. double WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
well now its lots of stress cuz i am so not organized.. hope this fam reunion will turn out ok.. i got so lil time 2 prepare for it.. so sket i miss out lil details.. even the prog is not finlised!! everyone has somethin diff 2 say about it.. susahhhh...

and how can i NOT b excited since i'll b at the BEACH! woohoo.. i miss the beach soo much.. cant wait 4 the sand, sea n double bonus if got hot guys.. haha.. very deprived here i must say.. d other day we were all discussing whre we can go 2 juz 'wash eyes'.. hehe.. best place 4 klang valley i'd say wuld b KLCC.. no? ;)

anyway.. rewinding back.. our last day of paper was hopefully the last time i will c 'dat lecturer'...can u imagine she came late 4 the exam!! seriously... talk about punctuality!! afat d paper..every1 had their own thing 2 do.. so bernice, kristi n me headed 2 dis restaurant near our uni which i've neva noticed b4 2 eat.. had d yummiest pizza la..the cheese can make yr mouth go watery..tis comin frm a non-cheese fan! yeap.. dat good! i jz so geramm i 4got 2 bring my camera (again!) cuz we were in such a mood 4 camwhoring b4 our test! hehe..

met up wit sara n all at bobby brown.. we spent about 3 hrs thre trying the make-up's learnin new stuffs.. i cant blive my self! finally got meself the eyeshadow n concealer.. my 1st eva branded make-up!! syokkkk..! hope i'll knw how 2 use em properly.. its not easy la all dis.. still new 2 it.. hehe..

feeling down?

what would you do when u are feeling down and low..
esp when you feel the world has turn its back on you..
or when you are sleepy and tired but still need get up and going..??

well just listen 2 MIKA!!!

seriously! this dude's songs r sooo cheerful n hyper.. its effects r fantabulous!
mayb he sings in a rilii high pitch...or ppl think that he's gay... but hey who cares when he makes songs like this!! it gives you good positive vibes :D

ok here's my suggestion for some dose of hyper/happy/good vibes frm Mika's collection :)
*Lollipop
*Grace Kelly
*Love today
*Happy ending
*Big girl (you are beautiful)

enjoy peepz!

toilet signs..

i was just browsing tru some pics (2 procrastinate even more), when i came across THIS!


i took this pic in McD's - the one near central market.. WHO la wanna steal paiping frm McD?? mayb KFC got jealousss of McD's toilet... kekeke...
and chek out the english.. STELL??!

another toilet sign we came across d othr day at sports planet... i din hv my camera with me so no pic.. but on the boys toilet it was written 'GENTLE' (seriosuly! wat were they tinking?)
now i wonder wat they wrote for the girls toilet...??

arrrrrrhhhhhh!!!

yes this is what i feel like rite now!

i hate it when its assignments time... just makes life sooo miserable.. makes me wonder why do i even bother bout all this research poeple do... i know it must be for the better good..other people may learn to improve themselves..how unfair the world is.. all dat jazz.. but why isit sooo complicated????
i have been starring at my comp for HOURS!! and i still cant get what the journal is saying.....!!!!

why do i do this to myself???!!! neway just felt liked blogging la.. at least i can type something i knw that is for sure.. i cant even crap on my assignment cuz i dont know WHAT to crap about!! hope my lecturer will be kind enough to gimme some kesian marks...
somebody tell me why did i take psychology again??

frm a dinasour 2 another dinasour...

this is a speciallll shout out 2 my limau dinasour who's jz turned 20!

HAPPY BURFDAE YO!

u olddddddddddddd..!! dats wat dinasours supose 2 b neways.. :)

*muah*

CAUTION! a suppressed me ahead.

i thought that it would b the last time i encounter someone like dat...little did i know this would happen again....

starting of the sem, it all seem fine... she was interesting, funny, n hell even nice! i dunoo wat came over her one day.. gotta give it to da sudden attendence of students for a quizz that gave her a shock of her life.. from then on everything went frm bad 2 worse...

every class was a non-stop nagging.. she could come in late, but if we did, it was hell frm her!! her eyes will b popping out... special effects thx 2 d enormous amount of eyeliner.. every few minutes if someone went out or thre was some noise..the nagging came in again... same old thing she will say over n over... but it didnt apply to everyone.. her focus was on those she didnt like...n dat i am still wondering how she chooses who she likes or not! how is it possible that a lecturer can b soooooo obviously biased??!!!

its hard 2 fight back when she has the attitude of 'DR Almighty'! cuz nothing she says is ever wrong... miss-knw-it-all isit? well i couldnt take it wen she couldnt say my name properly.. its astAni for heaven sake!! once is forgivable.. 3 times?? dats on purpose!

and after giving one big bloody lecture to us about being punctual....she can come in ONE hour late 4 class!!! on a saturday summor! and not even apologising??? whre is the JUSTICE??????

reformasi i say!! hehe... its not fair cuz if we were 2 complain, we wil bound 2 fail her subj.. this is exactly wat happened last time with another lecturer n we had 2 just keep our opinions 2 ourselves..
im just wondering... what did we do to make her hate us /me??? or isit just her nature?? jeez...
but thank god for 1 thing.. we did pretty ok for our presentation! *phew*
*btw uncodified was how wikipedia put it 4 brit const!*

how much can i take this? i dont know... all i know is that she has drained the hell outta me n its not even funny! i dont know what can be done?
i just totally cant wait till it all ends.....

i want the beach........................!!!!!