i watch Click yesterday.. with nuri, her couz rachel, my sis n her bf, ruhul n alf... i din expect much from it cuz i tot it will b like some light comedy stuff... well it was fahney alrite... had some real good laughs there... but it was also very sad...till i even had tears running down my cheeks like nobody's bizz.. *normally wen tears come frm my eyes is b'coz i laugh too much or i yawn too much* but last nite was diff... i actually felt it.. and d tears just kept coming down... kinda weird la cuz dis hardly ever happens 2 me.. nuri cried too.. so i;d say it was a pretty good movie.. worth my $10!!! neway it was also nuri's last nite here... well not technically.. but kindof.. so yeah we had kenny rodgers b4 dat n she belanja.. thanks gurl!:) den afta movie went 4 mamak la as usual.. im gonna miss her loads man!! i cant b'live i hv not got anywhre 2 go dis hols.. oops not dat i got no whre 2 go... i got LOADS of places i wanna go n frens 2 visit.. but it just doesnt seem 2 b happenin.. its like i feel my parents r makin me hostage of dis plc.. i don wanna use their money 2 spend on myself.. so i wanna work.. yet it has 2 b sumwhre near n stuff.. omg.. i feel like i'll neva get any proper exposure if i haf 2 stay at home everyday... den my mom says i shuld go tutor d kid hu stays near my plc...WAT?..no thank u...i don wanna get bullied by sum kid.. summor tutorin chinese... siao ah?? no wayyyyyy..!!!
gosh i wish i could b in some production, doin stuff thre n learnin how it all works..performing for some hit musical... ahh.. do all dat kinda stuff...BUT nooo...d parents think thre's more 2 life den dis.. aiyooo y la is life do hard??.. everybody keeps askin wat im gona study after dis...n whre.. well guess wat?i duno anythin! i have not decided... n plz i hope 'they' wont rush me in to it too.. i wanna take it easy n tink bout it... tho i realy hate thinkin bout it cuz i hv thought bout it sooooo many times... plz god gimme a sign la.. like a big billboard in front of me 2 say wat is my path.. dat wuld b perfect!! if onli i had d $$$.. i'd b out of here! too bad i dont.. so im practically stuck here... i duno for how many yrs oso... i'm so afraid 2 dream now.. cuz i knw wen i dream too much.. things dont happen as i want it 2 b.. too naive adi me.. but dats me lah!!
gawd i betta stop complainin n rattling...