rite now - my firggin semester is FINALLY OVER! weeeeeeee... i was waiting for this moment la.. but turns out im not dat overexcited. insted i feel sooo down. its like im stuck here. things that i wanna do cant b done cuz i got no kaki, or they r bz. and im being forced into things that im particulary not inerested to do. life sosososososososo unfair. i wish i were not here. everyone is moving on with life and im like still s.t.u.c.k. i dunoo how else 2 describe adi...
future - i got 3 weeks off and im not jumping for joy. dis is too weird. i just think suddenly God is giving me so many tests, and i dont know how im gonna handle it.. trying to be as positive as i can.. toughhhh... guess dats why its called 'test'. neway, im dying to go beach... anyone wanna come? cant blive m gonna b considered adult soon.. scary... makes me sound friggin old.. tho i wanna b considered older.. but i don wanna feel old.. such discrepencies in me! :s
i cant tell whats gonna happen after my 3 weeks of hols.. the road ahead is so blurry.. i dont even know what to think off.. k mayb i exagerating bit.. but its blurry la.
past- cant blive i didnt mention bout Naw-Rooz! it was wayyy better then last yr for sure, but could have been better la..well i got 2 spend time wif me frennies.. totally ignored the whole fact of assignments for 2 days.. i really needed dat rest.. and i got me angpaw's.. didnt expect it la.. wish the whole fam was here.. but onli me n neda, who slept half d day.. thank god got kawan 2 kacao! on naw-ruz eve, d kids did their fashion show thingy... it turned out pretty nice.. thanks 2 em we missed half the show dat was goin on in front of d stage. and i really missed abby n nur'i n pekie dat nite. coz of dat i didnt join in d crowd 2 dance. it wont b d same witout u gurls la..
so anyway, 2day is Ridvan eve, i should end on a positive note no? or maybe not. hehe
d pessimist inside of me is lurking out..
watch out!
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