Youth Conferance @ Puncak

The whole reason for me going 2 Jkt was actually for this Youth Conf.. i've actually never been to one.. i was too young to go for the ASEAN ones.. now thre isnt anymore.. :(

anyway Baha'i youths frm acrozz indon came 2 attend this.. we had it in Puncak, freeeeeeezing plc cuz it was up in the hills.. the fog was right in front of us.. if we opened the windows, we could c it cmin in!! we were sooooo cold.. tht while we were having our discussions, we had wrapp ourselves in blankets!
yeap..tht's how cold it was.. takin a shower..was like bathing with ICE! i dunoo how ppl could shower like twice a day...... i almost froze 2 death while bathing!


neway it was soo cool 2 meet youths frm all over indon.. lots of em knew either my sis's or bro.. no1 has heard of me... its always like dat.. no1 knws the youngest exist!..well i hope now they know!! haha..one girl i met knew about my existence many years before, wen my older sis told her dat she had a younger sis d same age as her... she could not b'live dat we finally got 2 meet each other..!! how cool is dat?? n i also met ppl whom i've heard of but neva seen.. met 2 more ppl who r d same 'species' as me..my Pershindian buddies.. :)

we had art workshops in d aft n vid show at nite.. learnt a lot n had a goooooood time wif em.. i was hungry ALL the time!! never ate sooooo much in my life!..this is wat cold weather does 2 u.. n the food tasted soo good.. i could not resist!
i miss every1 now.. wish i didnt hv 2 leave 2 days earlier... it was so sad cuz we only just got 2 know each other.. i miss u guys.. hope 2 c ya'll soon!

Indonesia.. its never enough!!

okie so i'm back frm my indon trip.. it was awesomenesss!!! spend lots of time wit my aunt, uncle n da 4 boys..
Jakarta is one mad city.. its jammed all the time.. n ppl drive like mad..but i dont tink they're as cazy as ppl in india.. hehe.. everywhre thre are Malls..HUGE malls..
and wherever u enter..they hv strict security tht cheks your car 4 any boms.. n they even open yr car sometimes... thx 2 all d bombings dat happens thre..

Anyway being thre for 2 weeks.. thre's too many stuff 2 tell.. the best was going 2 da beach in Charita. its not d cleanest beach on earth.. but it was still beautifool n we had a great time thre.. learnt some surfing frm Frid, its not easy man.. my arms n ribs hurt afta dat.. did snorkling in d middle of the sea with almost all dead reefs.. had a crazeeeeeee banana boat ride with every1.. made frens wit surfer dudes.. got massaged, braided my hair.. had d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s-s-s grilled fish n prawns, did canooing, n finally experienced earthquake at its essence! so many things in just 2 days!! UNFORGETABLE! ;)


on another day, my uncle gave a tour on the skool he's workin at.. its a brit international skool.. OMG!! i luvvvvvvvv dat plc.. its sooo soooo niceeeeee!! they r building a theatre which is 1 whole buiding by itself.. n its Huge! d concept is like our PETRONAS PHILHARMONIC plc.. can u imagine?? n lots of the stuff is imported..even the seats! since i cant study thre..my dream is 2 work thre.. ahh.. we even got 2 swim thre.. they practically have EVERYTHIN a kid would dream 4 a skool..

so it was a good 2 weeks in Jkt.. i had fun..n a good time! will upload more soon.!

HoLidaYs!!

it has been way too long since i blogged..laziness is my second name if u didnt knw

My 1st semester of my 1st year in Psych is OVER! i cant beleive i manage 2 survive it all.. it wasnt so bad la after all...i guess i'll jz suffer another 2 n 3/4 more years n get dis degree done.. i hope i will stick 2 dis decision 4 as long as it lasts..

anyway.. we organized a Junior Youth camp @ serendah Golf resort.. very nice

place.. not onli is thre a golf course..but there r many huge trees..n of coz Mosies.. it was so tiring 2 organize the whole thin..everyday we had 2 b alert n making sure the whole day runs smoothly.. crazy! but it was fun.. some of the jy's were reali entertaining n could see some transformations in em.. we had gud time also..watchin Step Up one nite.. n going for a night walk..got lost @ d golf course findin 4 josh who was runnin away frm us.. *bodoh*! by d end of d nite we were super exhausted n got bitten by weird insects.. had such a gud sleep man! too bad i had 2 chao 1 day earlier cuz of my driving exam.. they gave me a grp hug n i was squashed up! miss it lots!

my driving exam.. oh boy.. it sucked la..but im thankfull i practiced wif my sis n oso josh cuz i passed the bukit n all.. but unfortunately i failed the road test :(

gotta repeat dat again... aihh..

anyway rite now me is in Jakarta with my aunt n fam.. dis is wat i call a holiday cuz im jz chilling here enjoyin my rest! tho i do miss me frens a whole lot!

neway c u all next year!

pics will hopefully b uploaded later..

CHEERIOS!

Animal Appreciation Day (18th Nov)

i declard 2 myself that from now on 18th december shall be rOya's Animal Appreciation Day!
Y u may ask?..all of a sudden i would declare this? well here goes..

woke up real early in d mornin to go to ZOO NEGARA.. a bunch of us from uni were going thre 2 volunteer as part of our service project for our Leadership n Life skills subject..
it was nice goin bk 2 da zoo after such a looooooooong time.. + it was Mat's 1st time summor.. (dunoo y she neva go 2 zoo b4!) wat was embaressing is dat our AFriCaN fren had 2 show us the way thre.. MALU!!anyway we had 2 clean the lil otters plc.. while d othr half were cleaning the deer section.. it was tiring lah..but fun! thank god no POOP! those animals were sooo adorable.. n we even had chance 2 feed em! the keeper kept insisting i train as komando as i had a tough time climbing d wall! always kena bully la me..
afta dat we went round round d zoo.. lookin at d animals..they look so kesian la.. was DEAD tired..!! n decided 2 cut short our time n go back! :)

then i had 2 rush 2 the Childrens Concert.. afta all the long hours of teaching n practicing n making their coztumes... this was D-DAY! i couldnt miss it man!... n guess wat.. our kids were dressed as animals cuz they were doin a drama.. about being kind 2 animals... how ironic eh?anyway.. they performed pretty good.. kids r so fahney lah!! who cares what mistakes they make rite??
4 their finale they sang 'u raise me up'.. aiyoo so cute man.. got me teary summor..
came back home dead tired.. but we had open house 2 go.. d onli animal related 2 this is we ate beef! haha.. appreciated d good yummy food aite!
came home n watched.. FREE WILLY!! my all time fav.. n they were showin it on tv!n guess wat?.. i teared watching it again..!! n 4 yr info.. the whale dat played willy(Keiko) has passed on.. *sob sob*!!

so see how much of animal related stuff happened.. its gotta be animal appreciation day!! so who's joinin me next yr? wonder what we can do?.. hehe..
save our animals ppl!! esp those which r goin 2 extinct!
-peace out-

House of Worship Temple site...

15th of oct: woke up reall early.. bout 5 somethin in d a.m.. well we had to cuz we were all goin to the temple site!! yes... the Malaysian Baha'i community has finally purchased land to build our House of Worship in future. =)

*for those who have no clue on what is the Baha'i House of Worship..chek out this link.. it expalins it all..*

so far there are only 7 House of Worships... one is currently being built in Chillie.. the only one that i've been to is the one in Willmette in Chicago.. n its beautiful!

so with about 10 cars all following each other .. we manage 2 find our spot.. located in Kuala Kubu Baru.. up in a hill.. not one single soul was 2 be found there.. it was so serene.. and dis looks weird..rite on top thre's a circle of 'botak' trees planted! its so obvious..one can c it frm the highway!! reminds me a bit like stonehenge.. but dis wan is BotakTreeHenge!! hehe...
the plan was to watch the sunrise n say prayers.. but thx 2 d haze..no sunrise.. :(
so we gathered in a huge circle.. and said some prayers..in the future we will b saying prayers inside a betifully designed House of Worship.. but this is just the 1st step..
after that we took more pics.. (neva knw can put in in archives nex time!).. i was just really happy to b thre.. cuz this is jz d foundation.. n its jz an awesome feeling bein thre la.. i cant wait 2 c how it will be next time! at least i can say i went thre even b4 the corner stone was laid! hehe...

then we adjourned for light breakfast.. had d most yummy egg sandwhich EVER n oso masala tea.. it was nice 2 c like almost d whole community thre.. semangat man!

then.. we still didnt hv enuf of KKB.. so we headed 2 town 2 eat more!! haha.. d whole kopishop was filled wif us.. n i found out i was in d papers too.. nuth gr8 oso la..

afta fillin our stomachs.. we headed 2 some river somewhre nearby.. oh boy it brought good ol' memories 2 me n yt!! the view on the way was sooo beautifool!! the lake n the 'pulau' in the middle.. the trees.. man..so long neva c nature like this! and the river was ICE cold ok.. but it was soooooo clear!! its pretty rare nowdays 2 find clean river.. n NOBODY!! haha.. puasa wat..i luved dat plc.. it was soo serene n the sun reflecting on the waters.. the rocks some were huge some small.. WONDERFULL!! to bad we didnt get 2 spend d whole day thre as we didnt come planned.. definitely need 2 visit dis secret plc again...
dat was a day with good dose of nature =)

random pics

got meself a new pair of shoes frm momo.. :) they look so funky!! but how comfortable is another issue...
neda, nur'i n me.. jz b4 she left 2 uk 2 study.. missin u woman!!do we ever wanna c nice beatiful sunsets n sunrise anymore??.. stop burnin down those trees already!! foolin around wif our cannon digital.. luv it 2 bits!!

sushi n stuff...

met up with mei,smiley n joa 2day.. to like celebrate joa's bday which had already passed.. got him sum funky boxers! u betta wear it man..

so we headed 2 Sushi King 4 lunch..since eileen kept whisperin it.. wasnt somethin we culd ignore u knw.. have to say it was my first time eva eatin thre.. *not a big jap food fan i am* we had soooooo many choices.. soo many funny names 4 the food too!!..who names their dishes Ten Don n Tama Don? hehe..Finally i decided to be ber'Tamadun'. tasted not bad too!

yum..yum.. smiley n joa enjoyin theirs too..they though i was werid cuz i asked 4 chilli sos n d woman gave me chili flakes.. which i nicely kept sprinkling on my food 2 add some oomph!

all full n happy afta d food.. i was still a bit wet on my sexy thighs cuz eileen accidently spilled her green tea on me jeans.. (if not nice 2 drink spill it 2 the person oppsite u la isit??.. ;p) hopefully my skin is more healthy now thx 2 her! =)

then we headed 4 sunway coll.. guess wat we saw b4 entering it..

since u cant smoke in campus.. y not jz smoke rite in front of the sign?? rite ppl?

neway we were thre 2 see dis play by d students of sunway's performin arts + media students.. (d course i reali wanted 2 do!)

so the 3 FAT VIRGINS it was... very interestin stuff about how we are all fat virgins in us.. but have the potential 2 b woman.. was pretty fahney too.. esp 1 part bout Siti.. had d whole crowd laughin all d way! talented girls they are.. so jealous laaaa...
this was d stage setting.. not even a stage la.. we were sitting rite in front of it.. on d floor 2 be exact... i couldnt take anymore pics of d play cuz they didnt allow it.. so gotta respect la.. want 2 see? go see it for yrself..free wat!! hehe..me n smiley manage to camwhore summor b4 the play start..
afta d play finnish.. our butts all numb..n backs all soar.. but i'd say kudos 4 a free play!

what if...??

i was just thinking..

what if Kennysia or some other famous blogger were to protest and not blog anymore??
what would ppl do??
im sure some wuld b sad.. or even beg em 2 cont bloggin.. i knw i'd miss kenny if he'd stop..

then it got me thinkin.. what if i stop bloggin??.. hmm....... gud ques roya! lol!

FINALIEEE

hokay..much has happen lately..

1st of all.. afta wat took me 4verrr i finaly came 2 a decision which was like made long time ago but this time its 4 real.. i shall b a psych student for the next i dunoo how many years.. i will try my best 2 learn n live with it.. with ppl thinkin i can read their minds or wat not( pretty scary eh!) even tho this is not my 1st choice.. but to think it took me more than 1 month 2 come 2 this decision bit d sakit hati cuz i culd hv actually gone sumwhre n served!
Anyway.. learnt a gud lesson.. holidays ova.. time 2 study :( *hope all goes fine in this course!*

2nd.. FINALLY i get 2 learn drving!!! yes.. hopefully in a few months time no1 will b able 2 ejek me 4 not havin license.. u can tink of othr things now.. =p went for my kursus.. which was alrite cuz d lecturer was kinda fahney.. n i passed my undang.. so YEAH!!! bengkel here i come.. hehe..

3rd.. i missed my orientation on both days! haha.. not on purpose.. but well it aint dat important rite?? took the IT placement test 2day.. man i was sooo screwed up la.. din knw much even tho i did sumthing like this b4 in sem1 foundation... sry mr.Siva! if i pass it'll b miracle.. still dont reali get y we gotta take all this la.. stressfull k! saw some of my future classmates.. got 1 feller looks v.familiar.. n cute oso.. must do sum investigation on this.. hehe..

aite dats all fer now..!! hope 2 God it wont b a borin course!!
peace.

randomly random..

rite now my fav song wuld b TERUJA by Ella... its such a cool song.. tho im not quiet sure wat teruja means.. btw dis the song frm Gol & Gincu!

harus bangkit semula
sampai hatimu memandangmu.. teruja
baru kau tahu tinggi langit
dicabar cinta...teruja

ooh..ohh..ohh...ohh ohh
ooh..ohh..oohh

aiya u gotta listen 2 it!! ella knows how 2 rock 4 sho!
btw.. i miss watchin gol n gincu d series... 2 me i tink its prob 1 of d best m'sian drama sitcom since kopitiam..

my violin sux!.. i mean d way i play it.. my teacher must b real fruss wif me cuz i always screw it up!! i dunoo y i play ok at home.. but wen i go 4 class.. i end up screwin up.. its alwayz been dis way.. make me look bodoh ne!! arrghh.. y cant i b gifted wif flexible fingers?? jeeez..


been disappointed by sum frens lately.. y do they choose 2 live dis way? n act in a certain way.. i dunoo... not even sure if i shuld even try 2 layan anot.. isit worth it?? jz wen u had hope.. damm i probly disappointed many ppl too.. its gotta b Karma.. :s

k dis post aint gonna end sweet.. so it shall end.!

life of a bummer

my butt is numb frm sitting too long in front of the comp.. its not very nice not being able 2 feel yr bumm..

been bumming 4 more than a month.. havent done much productive since.. 1 whole month okayy... feel like im wasting my life.. i should b living my last yr of teen life.. n look at wat im doin.. but i do appreciate al d sleep i get 2 hv.. its a bliss being able 2 wake up at any time u like.. ahhh :)

well.. its getting a bit d frus.. everytime i have new hopes.. it will b shattered.. esp the aussie plan.. aint gonna happen anytime soon.. aiihhh.. sometimes its real sickenin having yr hopes shattered.. but i guess dat's wat makes a person stronger.. *trying 2 convince self!*

being bummer means productivity drops like nobody's bizz..!! even goin out has b'come a chore.. d onli thing which is not a chore is sleeping.. heehee..

well am off 2 bumm a bit more.. plz do not try dis at home!!

cooking frenzziee...

today i decided 2 take ova the kitchen n cook up sumthin since i was soooooo damm bored.. n i didnt want to kill time by surfin online.. kinda getting sick of it..
don worry.. u onli hear of this things when my mom is not around.. hehe..
neva thought i'd cook chicken.. but i did it 2day.. woohoo!!
used me raw hands to clean the fats n cut em into pieces..*gross!* then marinated it wif some 'perencah'.. tried to make d curry part.. but dat didnt turn out quiet right.. :s but i guess all in all.. for me la at least.. it turned out pretty gud! hehe..self praising.. well its an acheivement for me! ;)
its tough cooking alone.. n kinda stressfull.. but if u got d right music.. things don turn out so bad lah! but this stuff needs stamina man!!
neway too bad i don hv d camera wif me 2 take photo of my chicken dish.. damm i don even knw wats it called.. sum kinda sambal i tink.. haha
oh well so thre goes.. mayb i'll try 2 cook sumthin else soon.. this stuff needs mood :p
thank god i din burn the kitchen down lah!

cute water!

dis is a real cool add.. some of you probly have seen it.. but i luv it!! its sooooo cute lah!

chek it out!

btw dis pic is jz 4 fun..
cute ma!

appreaciation...

i realised that paips are such great inventions.. but i dont knw hu invented em! try this n c..
for one whole day.. do not use yr paip to wash dishes, bath, wash hands etc..
fill your bucket with water.. and do all the activities above by using the water in that bucket. when water in bucket has finnished, fill it up again.. (u still need 2 use a paip to fill it unles u got a well nearby!)..
after one day.. u'll b ever so greatful of the genius who invented the paips.. seriuosly!
since my mom is not around.. i have been doin some chores at home.. and by doin em.. i guess i learn 2 arrpreaciate some of the inventions ppl hv invented to make household chores bit easier.. yet. i don wanna spend everyday of my life doin it.. its tiresome ok!! once in awhile is ok.. but everyday?? how do ppl do it man?? esp for those who own big huge ass houses.. pity their maids larr...
so to those of u who have maids at home.. do appreaciate their hard work..
and thre's no need 2 go 2 the gym n excercise.. jz do some chores at home.. and u'll prob hv lost some calories! mayb dats how my mom can stay fit!
now i can appreciate her housework more... n i knw now not 2 own a house if i cant maintain it by myself!
gud lesson learnt frm d girl at home!;)
now lemme go rest my poor tired legs.

does race matter?

the other day when i was sitting in d car in kl.. i saw a Chinese Maternity Hostpital. out of curiousity, i looked to see if there were anybody and boy there were quiet a lot of cars parked in the parking lot.. then it got me thinking... are those ppl inside all just chinese?? like what happens if a non-chinese lady had an emergency and that was d nearest plc for her 2 deliver??... would they not accept her?? what does it mean when they they put CHINESE Maternity Hospital?... is it for those who are pure chinese??.. or those who speak chinese only?.. or look like chinese??. what happens if u are half chinese??... then they will onli deliver yr baby half way??
i dont get it lah! y must they emphasize on it?? okay.. mayb a bunch of chinese put their money in it to build this n operate it... still then y does it have to just Chinese???... i thought as malaysians we should not care of what race we come from and strive for racial unity.. isnt that what we've been trying to promote to the rest of the world?? yet.. still there is discrimination.. may be just one small lil example..
with Merdeka round d corner.. maybe we should strive even harder for racial unity.. k mayb i sound too optimistic.. but hey whats wrong wif having hope?..

jazzy jazzed fest!

ahh.. been wanting 2 blog about jazz fest which happened like 2 weeks ago.. but had 2 wait quiet a bit for d pics 2 b sent n all.. i was looking 4ward 2 go 2 jazz fest d moment limei asked me if i wanted 2 go...heard so much bout it.. so well d plan was the whole gang to go 2gather.. since we have not chilled 4 quiet sumtime.. but last min ah yee got sick, qi cant go,ying duno wat happen.. so was just joa,limei n me to take d nite off!!
me n limei watched spanglish while waitin for our drebar 2 come... we reached mount kiara just in time b4 d 1st performance.. thank god it was free cuz i was reali broke that nite!! n also we were damm lucky joachim's parents booked a table so we didnt hv 2 like stand d whole nite.. n we had pretty good seats too ;) thre was some modelling thing goin when we arrived.. boy it was fun getting 2 c these models upclose... their expresssion b4 goin up stage and when on the stage is different.. and they were all like rushing 2 change n stuff.. quiet fahney la!
anyway afta dat Noryn came up 2 perform... oh boy..dat woman had real powerful vocals but her songs were real bore...all sounded pretty much d same 2 me.. n none of em were any songs i've heard of.. many ppl were like hoping she'd end fast as we wanted 2 couldn't wait 2 c Aseana!
n omg.. d biggest suprise of all was when we were at Mc'D ( cheapest me n limei culd afford) suddenly i saw my sis!! haha.. we live in d same hse yet we din knw we were goin 2 d same plc! wat a joke la.. n also met my coll frens thre too... it was just packed wif ppl la dat plc!
when Noryn was finally over.. William Quah.. d emcee..came up 2 entertain us.. i was annoyed by him cuz he kept condemming our side as boring and not sporting...helooo.. at least our side d ppl were sober n not half drunk ok! plus he's such a horney guy.. kept comenting on a gurl's boobs during d dance competiton.. kesian dat gurl la... n kids dis days! too much MTV influence...with their small flat body can dance like Beyonce n wat not.. wonder how'd they will dance wen they go clubbing!! hahahaha...


anyway FINALLY he introduced Aseana Percussion Unit... N oh boy oh boy... everything was sooo cool la.. their songs..the instruments.. n yeah dat hot, HOT guy with long dreadlocks!!(my sis knws him frm LKW n he's parents n hippies!! wow!!) by d time they started singing mas que nada, i couldnt tahan jz siting on my chair.. so grabbed joa n limei n we went upfornt grooving 2 em.. plus we got a better view of dreadlock guy :D
i felt bad leaving my sis at d table cuz i think i she wanted 2 dance too...but her frens were all sitting too.. or mayb we din pujuk her enuf.. kesian her hafta jaga our bags while we danced... *note 2 self: dont bully sis too much nex time!* got 1 small girl who kept dancing non stop even tho when thre was no1 thre!! neway it got more n more happening... more ppl came n joined..finally priya n ziq came too n we were shouting so loud following d songs dat my voice was soar afta dat! it was reali happening.. n man all of d aseana felas were damm talented esp dreadlock guy... hey even d uncles were happening too! aseana rocks cuz its a blend of d old n young who can come 2gather n make happening music!
afta they ended.. we wanted 2 go say hi 2 dreadlock guy.. but aiyoh..dat guy got sooo many fans laa.. all d girls were like lining up 2 take pic wif him.. then joa said dat dude got gf summor standing nex 2 him.. so we decided not 2 wait la.. wats d point rite?

neway i had a REALLY good time... thanks 2 joa, limei, my sis n joa's parents!!

pics r courtesey of joa..who used up a lot of his fon memory ;p

side view of justin (dreadlock guy) .. cute butt ;p

i watch Click yesterday.. with nuri, her couz rachel, my sis n her bf, ruhul n alf... i din expect much from it cuz i tot it will b like some light comedy stuff... well it was fahney alrite... had some real good laughs there... but it was also very sad...till i even had tears running down my cheeks like nobody's bizz.. *normally wen tears come frm my eyes is b'coz i laugh too much or i yawn too much* but last nite was diff... i actually felt it.. and d tears just kept coming down... kinda weird la cuz dis hardly ever happens 2 me.. nuri cried too.. so i;d say it was a pretty good movie.. worth my $10!!! neway it was also nuri's last nite here... well not technically.. but kindof.. so yeah we had kenny rodgers b4 dat n she belanja.. thanks gurl!:) den afta movie went 4 mamak la as usual.. im gonna miss her loads man!! i cant b'live i hv not got anywhre 2 go dis hols.. oops not dat i got no whre 2 go... i got LOADS of places i wanna go n frens 2 visit.. but it just doesnt seem 2 b happenin.. its like i feel my parents r makin me hostage of dis plc.. i don wanna use their money 2 spend on myself.. so i wanna work.. yet it has 2 b sumwhre near n stuff.. omg.. i feel like i'll neva get any proper exposure if i haf 2 stay at home everyday... den my mom says i shuld go tutor d kid hu stays near my plc...WAT?..no thank u...i don wanna get bullied by sum kid.. summor tutorin chinese... siao ah?? no wayyyyyy..!!!
gosh i wish i could b in some production, doin stuff thre n learnin how it all works..performing for some hit musical... ahh.. do all dat kinda stuff...BUT nooo...d parents think thre's more 2 life den dis.. aiyooo y la is life do hard??.. everybody keeps askin wat im gona study after dis...n whre.. well guess wat?i duno anythin! i have not decided... n plz i hope 'they' wont rush me in to it too.. i wanna take it easy n tink bout it... tho i realy hate thinkin bout it cuz i hv thought bout it sooooo many times... plz god gimme a sign la.. like a big billboard in front of me 2 say wat is my path.. dat wuld b perfect!! if onli i had d $$$.. i'd b out of here! too bad i dont.. so im practically stuck here... i duno for how many yrs oso... i'm so afraid 2 dream now.. cuz i knw wen i dream too much.. things dont happen as i want it 2 b.. too naive adi me.. but dats me lah!!
gawd i betta stop complainin n rattling...

friends?

its weird making new frens... i took dat challenge goin 2 a college far away frm home.. a plc whre no one i knew was thre.. somehow i made frens wif a bunch of ppl.. n we b'came pretty good frens.. like thre was so much to talk about.. and yeah we shared lots of stuff 2gather...
somehow as time passed... things changed.. ppl do change anyway... and i feel everything is different.. its hard 2 explain...don wanna mention any names too.. i jz dont get it.. mayb its my problem.. i notice lil things like this.. but somehow i feel its now a one way frenship.. like i don matter anymore.. i'm alwayz da one hu has to come up with things 2 talk about.. but with others its not that way... i dont' get it man...am i such a bore 2 talk and hang with?.. somehing must b really wrong with me in order for these things 2 happen... but it hurts too.. yet all i can b thankfull for is my dinasour frens whom i can always lean on to... to u dinasours.. i miss ya 2 bits!!
xcuse me for my vagueness...

new speckiess!

at last got me self a new pair of spactacles ( not sure how 2 spell it la)!!!! though my old pair din last me for a year.. no nothin happened to it..except that the coating on my lenses were coming off.. but that was not the reason why i got meself a new pair.. it was bcouse i got tired wit the plastic frames.. mae me look like some auntie.. got teased a lot for that... so well dat's ova now..!! but me new ones were not anything noticeble but its damm light!... seriously not many ppl noticed i changed it... so yeah not as funky as i wanted me specks to be..my sis says it doesnt go wit me... but i like it anyway...don care wat she says la!! hope i can stay wif it for bout 3 yrs or so..if i can tahan... here's how it looks like..






frm different angels.....








no more plastic frames...!! that means i gotta be extra carefull with this coz its half frame...easy to break... man tough responsibility... but i'll try.. i like the white colour part... think its cool ;)... but i'll will onli wear d old ones during games like futsal.. hehe.. must jaga laa.. wow din know thre's so much 2 type for justa pair of new specks... haha..

its OVA!

after wat was like the most tension game i ever saw... the world cup is ova.. :( now must wait another 4 yrs...in south africa..weeeeee...
although i was hoping frnace wuld win im glad italy won lar.. but i was seriously hoping argies wuld make it la.. thanks 2 germany 4 stopping em... we had 2 c france n italy in da finals! hehe...
sumhow i dunoo how im gonna get used 2 not watching footie at weird times now.. life is bk 2 how it was... kinda sad la.. world cup brings spice in life... gives u stuff 2 talk about.. even wif yr own dad! haha...
i luv how it sorta brings da world 2gather...u don hv 2 b a footbal fan 2 watch da world cup..(eg:my sis) n u don hafta knw da rules 2 watch it either.. just take in da atmosphere , enjoy da game and by the end of the world cup.. u'll knw sum stuff bout footie n probly b a fan too... :)
4 those hu missed the world cup... (wat were u thinkin??) hehe.. no actually u got 4 yrs 2 wait n reflect on wat u have missed.. in the mean time thres euro 08' 2 look 4ward 2... dont miss dat!

dats all i have 2day folks!
cheers.

laziness

when laziness seeps in..
this is what happens to me..
i blog instead of studying..
even tho its gonna b crap..
laziness is in my blood..
i dont wanna do any work..
i don wanna 'layan' anybody..
im just too tired for all that..
i wanna just sleeep the whole day..
or watch me tv till the dawn of day..
n become more lazy than evermore..
muahahaha...!!!!

Footie mania!

how can one NOT blog bout d world cup feva?
like its onli once in 4 yrs.. so even exams come 2nd! haha... now im so freakin dead for human comm n bizness!! wat d hell la..

i dont regret watchin portugal vs holland yday.. wat a brutal match man!! for once my eyes were wide awake!..(thanks 2 d neslo kao kao i had earlier!)
wat i cant b'live is my sis is watchin footie too...! like she hates d EPL saying its just making money out of ppl.. but rite now she actually follows n stayed up 2 watch d matches.. n was late 4 work 2day..hehehe..
but boy its so diff watchin a match in d mamak n at home..
we watched d othr day (germny n sweden) at d mamak nearby wif sum frens.. boy it was fun.. tink we made d most noise la in dat mamak.. b'sides d game goin on.. d cicak above were mating!..haha..1st time la c em mating..damm fahney la.. got weird positions all.. well dats not d point here..

man its jz bad timing dat i have midterms rite now... cant wait till its OVER den can watch wifout havin d textbook on my lap..!
hope argentina wins d world cup cuz i luv their TEAM WORK!
sumhow i can totally agree dat footie brings d world 2gather even tho those english fans do get too rowdy sumtimes..but its all in d name of d game :)

JOGA BONITO!

picturesss

In dA bus..all after da CHIPS!

da gurls... all whaky b4 bed..

da guys..jammin b4 bed...




low ropes..

WE MADE IT!! me team members..1 person is missin in action tho..

High ropes flyin fox

Team X-factor!!! weeeee.....

19 yr ol me in camp....

man i cant b'live it i got jz 1 yr 2 enjoy bein a teen...its no fair!! but ppl still tink im like 15.. so watever laaa... duno if dat good or bad?
so me 19th was spent actually a day early cuz d next day was goin 4 camp.. limei n qi came n we chilled at me hse.. missed da good ol times.. thanks 4 da prezzie..v.cute ah!;) den nite came n me,pek,reub,adr,teng n gang headed down town n ate at steakhouse..( i tink dat d name la!) franz, priya n eddie joined us.. we had soooo much 2 eat summor d waiters came in singin happy bday wif da ice cream dessert.. bit da embarressin la.. but d desert was soooo rich!! so we paid a bomb n left.. had a good time afta dat.. thanks guys!! esp pek n adr 4 drivin.. ;)
nx day woke up late.. n was rushin 2 pack.. so rushing till no time 2 cut me nice lookin cake.. :( hehe.. hafta tahan la.. met me couz 4 lunch n den was time 2 leave 4 camp.. leadership camp.. was interestin la.. i had a cool group..called ourselves X-FACTOR.. hehe.. we ran 2.5km every mornin.. surprised i made it in 1 piece man! i like d low ropes n high ropes.. was challegin..but was cool la finally bein able 2 do all dis stuff..esp flyin fox.. wish it was faster tho! but hafta admit i was sket la at d high ropes.. n omg we were left alone in da jungle at nite for 45 min.. dat was SUCH an experince man...seeing things n all... i wuld say it was scary yet awesome.. da jungle at nite was very mysterious..yet so flabergasting!(is dat an actual word ah?) wat a way 2 spend d last few hours of me bday.. come 2 tink of it.. im jz so grateful i din spend it alone.. even durin d solo walk.. i wasnt solo at all.. it was 1 whole grp of us walkin togather followin n i was leadin da pack.. heehee.. very slow leader i am! by d end of da 3 days we were all so tired n had sore legs n bitten by mosiquitos like nobody's bizz..!! all in da name of fun, joy, n lots of laughter!!
so thanks 2 all 4 da prezzies..wishes.. n all da good times we had durin camp!!
CHEERS!

persian food & DJ's

saturday nite... me n mom r headin 2 KL.. as in bkt.bintang.. one of the most happenin plc in KL.. doesnt sound right a bit.. but we r goin 4 a free dinner at a persian restaurant -- Naab. !!
well me mom was buggin me 2 send in 10 songs 2 light n easy 2 get dis dinner.. so 1 day i finally decided 2 send in da songs.. n few days later they were playin it.. n dats how we got 2 invites 2 eat in dis plc! sweet huh?
so we get 2 da plc.. but b4 dat i had 2 go 2 da mall n change cuz i was out d whole day n not dressed properly.. hehe.. its fahney goin in d toilet wif a diff look n cmin out wif a new look... like model ne..hahahaha.. i live in my own world la!
k so we had 2 wait a bit outside d restaurant b4 we all could dig in.. while waitin they gave us SUPERB freshly squashed lime jus..yummmm...!!! and i was happy dat i wasnt d onli young person thre.. got another 2 more guys bout my age oso.. my mom tot they looked lost.. hehe..
so we finally r asked 2 go up n makan.. buffet wei!!!! d smell was wonderfull... those 2 guys hu my mom tot looked lost sat at our table.. turns out they big fans.. so i was kinda sesat now.. da light n easy DJ's were thre.. 4 of em.. simon,ross,kevin n douglas. nice ppl.. they mingled around.. kevin came 2 our table n talked wif us.. found out sum inside stuff frm him.. :) thank god i'm not like their huge fan cuz i would go gaga ova em man!! i wouldnt mind bein a dj.. its ok wert..jz gotta imagine a person in front of u while tokin.. anot it wuld b weird!.. the food was good.. ate soooooo much..ppl all finn eatin..i still go n take summor.. memalukan man..so full till my tummy wanna burst adi..lol!
came bk home so tired...so sleeepy... so full... so nice 2 sleep man!! im jz happy me mom had a good time la..
gonna send in more songs 2 get more free dinners.. ;p weeeeeee......

ova

yeah! 2nd sem is finally officially OVER!! weeeeeeee.... well i mite b happy now 4 a bit.. but wait till d results come out den i mite not b so happy... hmm.. so betta enjoy now b4 any bad news comes..! :P well overall sem2 has been err.. how can i put it?... Challenging! yeah.. very challenging from every kind of way la... put me 2 test me limits n all.. but im sure there is still d worst 2 come.. or mayb not.. wateva it is.. i say bring it on!!! hahaha... i jz c it all as part of life and experience.. so jz hafta deal with it day by day lo... there's dis sayin '' this too shall pass''.. (learn dat while doin Walking d Straight Path! ;) ok..don wanna get too philisophical n all.. but yeah i wanna enjoy me holidays as much as i can b4 goin into d 3rd sem.. even afta dat i have 2 make my decision as to WHAT im gonna do wif me studies.... haih.. not again laa...
nhow could i 4get... HAPPY RIDVAN!!!
had moral exam on ridvan.. (can u imagine?) but afta dat hanged d whole day in kl wif me family.. was ok la.. been sumtime since we all went out.. n i'm quiet sure i knw y we don do it so often! hehehe...
cheers!

realy stressful times

its been awhile since me last blog eh.. oh well wif all dat huge amounts of assignments n presentations.. made me go crazeeeeeee!!!
neway its almost over.. ALMOST dat is.. now i have me finals 2 attack.. arrghh.. its sooo hard 2 concentrate wif soo many things runnin tru me mind.. i dunno y but so many bad stuff has been happenin round me.. i don have peace in my mind.. i hope its all just a phase..nothin permanant..
I HOPE.
if not i'll go mental someday...
well just pray all goes ok.. n i'll b bk 2 normal.

1 more day...

yeah! it's just 1 more day left till it's naw-ruz eve.. weee! n so dat means the end of fasting too.. i dont know if i should be happy about it or not.. fasting was ok this year.. not too hard.. except 4 today..cuz we had our reharsal's 4 tmrw's celebration.. man i hope everythin goes ok.. it's seems 2 b abit messy.. made cookies last nite!! finally dis yr it turend out pretty well.. compared 2 d other years.. not dat many got burnt!! hehe.. so if u guys wanna try em u gotta cum 2 me casa yah!!
k it's been a very very busy week... i tink it's still gona b till dis sem ends.. boy i cant wait 4 holidays 2 cum!! rite signin out now...
1 luv!

6E reunion!!

6E was my primary skool class..we happen 2 b one of d most happening classes in our year.. so we all think and we know it too!! hehe... i mean we won loads of competitions..from singning 2 basketball, to story telling and soo many more stuff la! we were also the ultimate class 4 bein noisy!and how can i forget that we had the best class teacher ever! those were d good times la.. we did have our bad times too.. i dont know how many times teachers came in and shouted, canned, threw our books,pinched..very drama la that time... but we went thru it all together..
now we have all grown..in size n height..hehe.. we met
up one day after for a very very long time in pizza hut...boy did we bring life to that plc ;p it was sooo nice 2 meet every1 again.. well almost everyone la.. it was a good turn out.. it was kinda weird speakin english 2 some of em..so afta awhile we stuck bk with chinese.. man i felt my chinese has detoriated soo much.. thankfully i culd still keep up lah! the most famous question of that night was " where u studying now?" and " what u studying"... that got d conversation flowing la.. some still looked d same.. some i couldn't even recognize man..!!! soo much of change.. all lookin very beautiful n leng chai..hehe..
well we got 2 catch up a bit wif 1 another.. and had a good time laughing!
hope we have more reunions soon.. miss u ppl man!
*wanna put more pics but i duno wats up wif dis blogspot thing :s*

beauty in my view...

last night i was suppose 2 go 4 a devotional on d theme of 'beauty'.. but due sum other event.. i couldn't make it.. well we were suppose 2 bring an 'artistic expression' n share wif every1 ( i guess) .... so i was actually lookin 4ward in goin.. but yeah.. i didn't make it.. so here's wat i tink beauty is...

people of different races 2gather...

d innocentness of babies..

there's like a whole lot more of things that i think represents beauty 2 me.. but generally beauty 2 me is seeing people come 2gather in happiness n also innocence.. :)

a different perspective..

i luv foolin round wif d digital cammy..it's fun.. here r sum pics taken awhile ago..by me n my sis.. dis technology rocks!!
yeah well so enjoy..

stuff in my bro's room...

ayyam-i-ha.. d past n present

so ayyam-i-ha has just ended...4 those hu dont knw bout ayyam-i-ha..well its days of givin, sharing, charity, feasting,etc... 2 prepare us 4 d Fast! so on d eve we had an awesome celebration at d bahai centre.. yeah it was realy noisy cuz everybody was pretty hyped up i guess... kinda hard 2 controll.. Mc'in din go too bad either( i hope!).. hope every1 had a good time lah.. den afta dat got belanja'ed by Neda 2 rootbeerFloats n onion rings.. yummm..!! next day.. woke up early 2 have family prayers n meetin.. den headed off wif reubs, pek n family 2 d GIVE-LAH carnival... it was not bad..met loads of ppl.. got me hair-cut( tho still not much of a diff!)... won sum game n got meself a free cd.. bought sum stuff.. went home broke.. but i din mind cuz it was all 4 a good course... :) later went 2 ruha's plc.. played charades which was pretty fahney n celebrated reubs b'day.. got lovely pressie frm ruha too!! on mon we went 2 aunty Indra's plc 4 her dad's memorial n dinner... had d most awesome indian dinner man... sooo sedap!! n 2day gave out lil 'prezzies' 2 me classmates n lecturers.. hope they like it.. kinda last min work la dat wan...but i knw we wont b in d same class afta dis course..so tot dis wuld b d best time lah! so yeah dat was dis yr's ayyam i ha... pretty fun lah!
but i'll neva 4get last yr's one cuz i celebrated it in Yasothon... we had such a good time man.. exchanging gifts..visiting d orphans..steamboat makan wif all d youths...ahhhh.. good times lah! miss u guys soo much na! cant believe 1 yr has passed man...
well gonna sign off now.. here's a link 4 u guys hu wanna knw more bout wat
ayyam-i-ha is..
http://www.geocities.com/cwynne19/feast/ha/ayyamiha05.html

and wat other ppl round d world do during ayyam i ha
http://news.bahai.org/story.cfm?storyid=194

enjoy!
p.s HAPPY FASTING...!! 18 more days 2 go.. heehee..