3rd year!

finally!

im in me third year of this psycho course... unbelivable lah! after all this while i thought of quitting n changing course, im finally at the stage where im contented with what im doing..!

the sad part is i WONT b graduating end of this year.. so many hv been asking, im geting tired of it.. so im jz gonna announce it here so plz dont ask me again k?! i only will b graduating (hopefully!) early nx year... due to some not so wise decisions i made last yr.. its costing me now! :( what's even worse is that i wont b able to get me 'paper' once im done.. cuz i gotta wait for the coming year to grad officially... really dumb system.. but that's HELP for u...but thank god im not too bothered bout it.. what sucks is that i wont b able to celebrate togather with me uni mates la... absolutely potong stim! me no likey.

on the bright side tho.. im still gonna b a student while everybody is hunting for proper jobs!! haha.. no job presasure n all dat jazz for me... heehee :D

what's REALLY bothering me is that more n more people seem to be leaving the country n im still here....! its not like i hate this place...its just that i've had enough of this place.. its time to move on... but alas i cant! not untill im done with this course anyway....
i dont knw how many farewells i've been to and it gets depressing at times when yr close freinds start leaving and u got less n less ppl 2 hang out with.. tho there are new friends who come along, yet deep down you know soon they are gonna leave too... so why bother?

i just keep telling myself this delayed gratification will be worthwhile.. my time will come.. and when it comes, i'll appreciateit sooo much, it'll be so worth it waiting all these years...! yeah that's how i play with my mind :P

last night while sayin goodnite to me fren online, i said lets pray for a bright good fulfilling day ahead...and we did...but lil did i know that our prayers would be answered in God's own ways..


well the day definitly started out as bright- the sun was blazing its rays unbiasely to everybody who embraced it...

lecture was goood we din hv to listen to d lecturer istead people had to come up and talk bout themselves, and lil did i realise that many of my classmates were goin thru some hard times in life, but they were mostly pretty positive bout it.. its amazing how everybody has a story to tell if u care to listen to them...something which i havent been really good at and this lecture helped me realise even more that we really cant judge the book from its cover.

after class i was visualising myself on reaching home and taking a nice long nap, Yas dropped me off near d ktm station and as i was crossing the bridge under the blazing scorching sun, i saw an old lady in front of me carrying bags of grocery shopping... my heart went out to her, i walked next to her hoping she woulnt mistake me for someone trying to hurt her, and offered to take some of her bags... i could sense it was a start of a great conversation!
i spoke in chinese with her most of the time and we talked from hiked-up prices of things, to our families, and her giving me advice on choosing a partner in life.
she was such a charatcer! her front teeth were gone, though she was old and had some injuries, she still travelled from Shah Alam to Seri Setia just to do marketting and going to diff places to get the best groceries... says a lot bout her love to her family! she was such a sweet lady.. bought me a bottle of water and even gave me ang pau! totally unexpected!
it has been such a long time since i spoke so much mandarin in that short span of time... so need to do some brushing up.. but im glad we could connect :) a truely fulfilling day indeed!

"let your heart burn ith loving kindness to all who may cross your path" -Baha'i Writings-

fate.wisdom.destiny.

ever wondered why things happen the way they happen?

like....

why do i have such bad luck with pork banaleaf?

why did the car die on a very important day?

why cant we be with the ones we want to be?

why cant people stop fighting?

why does one get fame and another hids behind doors?

why la whyyyy......

does EVERYTHING that happens have a wisdom beheind it?
arent some things meant to be or not meant to be?
isit our fate or destiny that we live in this time, that we crossed paths..?

sometimes i like to belive that things happen for a reason.. for us to realise, be aware, or learn from mistakes ..
other times i belive it there was a wisdom behind it... maybe i'll know whats the reason.. maybe i wont!...
and there's those other times where i feel it happened bcause it's a sign- from God.. like a confirmation of what im doing is right...

for whatever that happens or is gonna happen... i would prefer to leave it in God's hands.. i just wish i could reeeallly do that.. bcoz then whatever choices i make, it will fall into place...
and whatever that happens around me, will be something that is either for me to learn, to grow and serve better...

dont you think so?

=)

me last holiays i didnt go anywhere.

yeah...dont b surprised lah.. haha.. sometimes holidays can b awesome as long as u hv cool bunch of ppl 2 chill with :) so anyways.. dis hols, tho spent in klang valley, was reeeallly fulfilling :) n i'm really happy about it... i dont know how else to explain..!

1st rite afta exams..was ruhi course @ balakong.. decided to go get a feel of intensive Ruhi in balakong, boy i wasnt so excited bout it the 1st few days... felt bit outta plc cuz i didnt intend to do bk7 ( so long!), was it my dad's conspiracy? who knows! bt afta few days... i found our grp to be really interesting! wonderfull discussions...great company...tho i was like 'konon' co-tutor.. i learnt sooo much frm em! grad actually felt like a real grad!


then right afta dat was prep for the regional conf... the conf tht i was sosososo excited about! d day of conf came... n woweeewoww, soo manny ppl jz flowing in the hall.. i felt really privillaged to b able to volunteer for this historoical event la... my goosebumps all coming out seeing all the Baha'is frm everywhre coming in... so truely blessed to part of this global enterprise!

with spirits high afta d conf, our youth gathering was even more uplifting! i luved every part of it! everything was soooo inspiring, we all could feel the spirit was so high that night!!to me this was the conf tht i was waiting for... never hv i felt so much excitement, and just being happy..
spiritual happiness :)

bocz of the happenings goin on..we had frens frm diff places staying back to chill, so we used this opputunity n went jln jln.. hanging out.. learnin languages (more like making fun of it:p)... good times!!

so much blisss... so much realizations...

awesomeeee!

with arms wide open!

it looked like it snowed...but in fact it was all foam! yeah dis was me new years eve celebration... spent it wit me goood ol' frens n some new ones too... could be my last time partying this hard... neck pain for 2 days ok!

2008 passed by real fast must say...means its good coz i had such a good time :)

Looking back at 2008....

t'was a year i travelled & saw different countries, also a lil bit more of Malaysia... the world is indeed beautifuul and interesting! more travel this year?

t'was a year i took time off n did absolutely nothing... no more repeats of that for 2009! aim is to quickly finnish da degreee!

t'was a year of highlands... seriously i didnt go to no beach (bsides d one in COLD UK).jungles n highlands was where i was... 2009 has gotta hv a mix of both!


t'was a year i feel more independant - once my coll friends left, sister left.. i had to do more things on my own... plus me driving! woohooo!!!

t'was a year i realize how much i enjoy being with kids..... they are so much easier to have fun with and so very pure beings! what a joy to teach em :)
2009 wont mean i'll b having any of my own! nothankyou... but i'd gladly babysit 4 u to eaern extra bucks :p


t'was a year i met new people...new friends...new possibilities...broader horizons... 2009 hopefully more to come? ;)





t'was a year old friendships still stayed strong...yumcha sessions utmost bonding times!t'was a year i got to know more about myself..realised lots of things arround me, what my sense of direction could be, and accept what is given in my path....


t'was a year i renewed my love for the Faith.... hopefully, this love will continue to burn forever within me... and also be able to share it with others.


t'was a year that i must be thankfull for... to have me familia, frens n community always thre to support and guide me, and for all d good tmes we had! cheers!!!

i cant wait to see what's install for this year.... its still blurry for me..but definitely the light is waiting at the end! :)

have a WONDEERFULL 2009! :)

what the future could be..

have u ever watched Commander in Chief? its a series that is now being aired on Hallmark.. i wouldnt b surpried if u havent because it aint as popular (i think?) as Heroes n the likes.. BUT since i was bored, n there was no other shows on TV.. i decided to give it a go...

now.. im really no person to talk about politics n anything related to it.. but this show caught me attention because the person who is the president of the U.S.A is a woman! aha.. :)

so its really interesting to watch how she works as a president - intelligent, very strong in her decisions, yet understanding towards those who serve her. she is also a wife and a mother to 2 teens. its amazing how she manages to maintain her family plus its a blessing for her to have a husband who is really supportive of her post as the president while he takes the back bench being her supporter. not an everyday thing we see nowdays dont we? he's pretty much the husband any woman wants lah.. supportive, understanding, loving, plus he threw her a wonderful surprise bday party even though she would have been happy with just celebrating it with her family. now, this is why i like the husband's role, cuz it is written so well that people dont think of him as a weaker one, but someone who knows his role and they complement each other really well :)

*i've only watched 2 episodes so far..so i dont knw how d story turns out 2 be! dont blame me for anything that happens in future episodes!*

so u probly thinking im gone over the moon cuz this is all fictional, yeah true its fictional.. but to me this is HOPE. after seeing this year's election, America has shown us what is posible..if a colored man can win people's hearts and be the president, why not a woman?

The world of humanity is possessed of two wings — the male and the female. So long as these two wings are not equivalent in strength, the bird will not fly. Until womankind reaches the same degree as man, until she enjoys the same arena of activity, extraordinary attainment for humanity will not be realized; humanity cannot wing its way to heights of real attainment.

so it is possible.. and maybe this series is a way of showing poeple that it can happen and hopefully when it does they dont get too shocked!

"As long as women are prevented from attaining their highest possibilities, so long will men be unable to achieve the greatness which might be theirs." -Baha'i Writings-

Armed

when i first heard this song..i couldnt get enough of it.. it was soooo touching, i can say it moved my soul. watching d video just brought me to tears. it IS that good. i hope u will feel the same too.

"Armed with the power of Thy name, nothing can ever hurt me, and with Thy love in my heart, all the world's afflictions can in no wise alarm me. " - Baha'u'llah

something about Persian culture u mite like to know :)

recently i had 2 to do an informative speech for my public speaking class.. cracked me head on what i could crap about without anybody knwoing that im crapping - safer that way u see? ;) so my cousin gave me a bright idea about Tarof! something very common among persians.. tho im no pro at it at all...

if u dont know about this crazee culture.. well Omid Djalili (Persian British Baha'i comedian) does a good interpretation of it! enjoy :)

My refuge..

things havent been a bed of roses lately..
so many emotions run thru me dat im not even sure of why i feel what..
i've never felt more alone..
nothing anyone says will help..
all i know is that this prayer is what i need to rmbr..

O God, refresh and gladden my spirit. Purify my heart. Illumine my powers. I lay all my affairs in Thy hand. Thou art my Guide and my Refuge. I will no longer be sorrowful and grieved; I will be a happy and joyful being. O God! I will no longer be full of anxiety, nor will i let trouble harras me. I will not dwell on the unpleasant things of life. O God, Thou art more friend to me than I am to myself. I dedicate myself to Thee, O Lord.

- Abdu'l-Baha-

* i knw i'll survive...!*

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ifonedayiwentmissingandcamebackagain?nowwouldntthatbejustawesomeeeee!
ok.itssuppose2bashortpost.someendshere.hopeudidntbother2readthiscuzitsjustsofullofjunk!:p

holiday hangover...

wassupp ppl...??
dis blog has been so dead for past 2 months.. cuz i was not bored nor had d time 2 come here n put up anything... my holidays were fantastic!! so awesome till i wish it didnt have 2 end.... it wasnt enough for me.. it was filled with so much madness wit me couzins n fam that im missing em all so very very much!! im having sucha a badd hangoverrr! its alomst a month since i came back..but my watch still shows UK time... :(

i need to get back to reality n get 2 work la.. but its not really working.. it aint as bad when i 1st got back, n all i did was imagine i was still wit me couzies n frens back thre.. not only did i hv a holiday hangover..i came back home 2 a room so so so so so neat.. that it finnaly hit me that my sista is not gonna be here wit me for a looooong time... im gonna be on me own now, staying wit DA parents! *horrorrrr* so many thoughts started running thru me.. i broke down.... it felt like my life was just gonna go downhill... i had depended so much on her.. now its all down 2 me.. pressure sial!!!


anyway..lucky God sent an angel in d form of Abiee to come stay with me for 2 WHOLE weeks.. n boy am i ever so happy that she came....!! we had such crazee times.. i realized so many stuff around me that i have never though of before.. n it was just good to have someone to talk to till weeee hrs at nite..!
so looks like i gotta grow up a bit... n adapt to another major change... please i hope the 'Forces Above' r looking over me n helping me with every step i take...

its a SIGN

It was a house full of Psychopaths..

They sent me there, for a crime i didnt do. House arrest it said when i entered.

A confined room i was put in.. with only a hard bed 2 b seen, nothing else but walls staring at me.

The blood in me rushed so fast that it made me so tensed, just thinking about the many years i'd have 2 spend here.. for something that im INNOCENT of! it wasnt me!!!

After a few days...i felt i was going mental already.. i didnt want 2 b like d rest..noway!! anyway.. in d afternoon while everybody was busy playing board games/watchin-tv, etc.. i came out of my room n went to the bathroom 4 a pee... while pee'in i had a revelation dat its my time to ESCAPE! so without much plannin, i jumped out of the toilet window only to be seen by a fellow freind in d 'House'.

It had started to rain heavily, i had no choice but to jump from the balcony to the owning n on to the garden (looks exactly like my hse lah), n d caretaker lady (who looks just like my mom) saw me, we met eye to eye for a split second, she summond that friend to chase after me while i started to run with all my might... i turned back with a glance i saw him behind.. it was too late.. i couldnt hide anywhre...he could see me now... my pace was starting to slow down... *explains how often i excercise!* .. i was getting out of breath... before i knew it.. he caught up with me n grab me arm.. planing to take me back to the SCARY SMARY plc.. i pleaded... 'plz noooooooooooo.... !!! jz do this one thing as a fren...'

and then i woke up. guess i couldnt take d pressure of whats gonna happen next.

so isit a sign?????

2 + 1 = 3 no?

turnin 21 dis year din really mean much 2 me, xcept me feeling like an old hag la.. opposite of tohers who would celebrate dis year with a big bang.. i on the othr hand didnt really look 4ward to this age..cuz deep down im still dis lil girl who don wanna grow up n go 4 meetings, carry a briefcase, make less faults, fulfill responsibilities n give less excuses ('perks of being an adult' according 2 my bro).

however, its just another number lah..no biggie.. bsides being able 2 legally go 2 clubs (zhien cannot laught at me anymore!). so instead of consenting to a house bday party - which my mom so insistingly wanted- we decided 2 go 2 tmn negara wit a few frens n just GETAWAY frm d city!

wat a unique bday it was laa.. an awesome one too.. i think i passed a few challenges 2 enter d 'adult club'.
no.1 not falling off the boat once at all!(less clumsy la dat means!)
no.2 reaching the top of a bukit in tmn negara. (very high one ok.. can see k'tan n t'ganu all)
no.3 kayaking like a pro - till when i offered help 2 the ones in d water n fell off meself. :s
no.4 catching baby fish - for conservation purposes.
no.5 swimming across a COLD deras sungai witout drowning~!
no.6 finding a way 2 'club' in d jungle. imagine torchlights n tent. :p
no.7 let others discover the awesomeness of LOLLER wafers.
no.8 sleep soundly witout knowing there were snakes at our campsite. (d pro of being blurr)
no.9 able 2 'hunt' org asli style.
no.10 mandi properly outdoors..infront of everybody witout exposing too much :p

must say dat dis experience wouldnt b awesome if it wasnt 4 our whole crew... includin d parents who were super semangat. r.e.s.p.e.c.t yo! THANK U all of uuuuu....


* also thank u to all who sms'ed, fb msg's, email, called, etc....* thanks 4 reminding that im now officially OLD. ;)*

MUAH

dis is where home is.

MEME

i hv no idea how u pronounced this..but i was tagged ages ago by smailo.. shall fulfill my duties since i got nothin better 2 do.... thanks la SMAILO!
here we goooooooo!

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
im not a very touchy person.

Do you think you're old?
i feel older..physically... but mentally? hell no!

Are you afraid of the dark?
only when i cant see... n when i hear 'things'.

Do you like your life at the moment?
im almost 21..n i dont know what im gonna do in life. do i still like my life?

Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
haha... yeah! its hilariously scary sometimes.

How tall is the person you like?
height should not b an issue..tho EVERYONE is taller then me!

Have you ever lost a friend?
as in my friend died? well.. not yet.. dont want any of my friends dying yet ok!

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah. hello d name is mimpi.. its what i do.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
couldnt la. sket of heights. but sincerly wish i could. would be very useful in times like this!

What song are you listening to now?
ironically its called 'twenty one'. diggin my friend BAdi's new albulm :)

How often do you talk on the phone?
hmm... when ppl wanna talk 2 me. or annoy me or miss me... i dont keep tabs on it.

Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
everybody should b happy la.. bf/gf or NOT.

Are you in a complicated relationship?
my relationships r all complicated. bcoz im a complicated gurl!

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
how bout wit myself? dat counts?

What did you do last night?
discussing religion 2 a freind. eventually irritate my mom by sleeping at 4a.m. :)

Name one thing that you can't live without.
only one? not fair. im a girl of many needs :p but right now its da INTERNET. i love whoever who thought of this... i'd seriosuly b dead if it werent 4 d internet.

Have you made a prank phone call?
yeah..on april fools day. i think it worked out tho i rmbr it being lame!

Currently wanting anything?
i wont list it all for the sake of the poor soul reading. tho here's a few 2 get an idea : want love, freedom, laptop, sense of direction, cash, oppurtunities. okok.. wont torture u anymore!

When was the last time you cried?
when i watched Britain's got talent -connie (again!) she's such a sweetie....

Do you like your hair?
ahuh... dont u???

Relationships or one night stands?
bleh.

Last person you text messaged?
my sista who is shopping in thailand - witout me!

Have you talked to the boy/girl you like today?
no. i type.

Are you married?
are YOU married? im too young for this question.

Want to get married?
only if its going to be by the beach with beautiful sea in the background :D

Last time you hugged someone?
last nite. 2 me sis b4 she left me deal wit da parents alone!

Favourite month?
July! cuz its start of summer holidays.. n brings happy memories 2 me :)

What is on your mind?
how am i gona escape staying in d hse for next 2 weeks.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
movies inspire me short term. Baha'i faith inspires me lifelong.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
owh yeah.. when i was 4 and it went 2 all my soft toys who i was afraid were lack of my love.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
eileen - cuz i can blame her for tagging dis meme (it got jinxed ma) n story her political n horney jokes!

li mei - then she'll hv a topic 2 write in her collum n b positive bout d whole situation. n she n smailo can entertain me :)

yasmin ahmad - she'll def make b inspired 2 make a movie of us.. then we'll b FAMOUS!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
any nice beach wit hot surfer dudes n stay thre 4eva.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
performing with a dance troupe going round da world n being seriously good at it.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
definitely! if not then i'd be hallucinating...don wanna go hospital bahagia so soon la.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my friends/homies/ kekawans...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
get outta here n start my own dance studio :)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
nope. im shy la. i want dat person 2 b da man.

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eileen is sexy, farney n got biiiiiig vocab!

11. Have you written you will yet?
yeah i did many years ago... when i kept thinking ppl were out thre to poison me 2 death.. its too outdated now. i think i better write one this year so noone will fight for my bolster when i die :p

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
we shouldnt hate ppl..but its kinda hard when they get annoying n irritating, and wont stop bothering u.

13. What is your ambition?
to have ppl pay for me to perform. :p

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out 2 me (but JUST 2 ME onli.. not d whole world lah ok..)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
alwayz try 2 look at d cup as half full of milk.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
only when i have $$$, or when im at thailand. both of which rarely happen. :s

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Eileen da Pinklova

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
the part of me that gives up and gives in easily to ppl.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
that neil armstrong didnt make it 2 da moon... its all a spoof 2 con us humans.
no one has been 2 da moon yet! *horror*!!

20. What is the best thing you wish to happen?
umm.. i get my own place n live far far away from home, and i have finnished my degree
amazingly fast n eventually find a way 2 save earth! :D

PHEW! ok FINNITO! i wont tag anyone la.. im too nice man :D

the all in one pessimist post

rite now - my firggin semester is FINALLY OVER! weeeeeeee... i was waiting for this moment la.. but turns out im not dat overexcited. insted i feel sooo down. its like im stuck here. things that i wanna do cant b done cuz i got no kaki, or they r bz. and im being forced into things that im particulary not inerested to do. life sosososososososo unfair. i wish i were not here. everyone is moving on with life and im like still s.t.u.c.k. i dunoo how else 2 describe adi...

future - i got 3 weeks off and im not jumping for joy. dis is too weird. i just think suddenly God is giving me so many tests, and i dont know how im gonna handle it.. trying to be as positive as i can.. toughhhh... guess dats why its called 'test'. neway, im dying to go beach... anyone wanna come? cant blive m gonna b considered adult soon.. scary... makes me sound friggin old.. tho i wanna b considered older.. but i don wanna feel old.. such discrepencies in me! :s
i cant tell whats gonna happen after my 3 weeks of hols.. the road ahead is so blurry.. i dont even know what to think off.. k mayb i exagerating bit.. but its blurry la.

past- cant blive i didnt mention bout Naw-Rooz! it was wayyy better then last yr for sure, but could have been better la..well i got 2 spend time wif me frennies.. totally ignored the whole fact of assignments for 2 days.. i really needed dat rest.. and i got me angpaw's.. didnt expect it la.. wish the whole fam was here.. but onli me n neda, who slept half d day.. thank god got kawan 2 kacao! on naw-ruz eve, d kids did their fashion show thingy... it turned out pretty nice.. thanks 2 em we missed half the show dat was goin on in front of d stage. and i really missed abby n nur'i n pekie dat nite. coz of dat i didnt join in d crowd 2 dance. it wont b d same witout u gurls la..

so anyway, 2day is Ridvan eve, i should end on a positive note no? or maybe not. hehe
d pessimist inside of me is lurking out..
watch out!

can it get anymore worse???

March 27th. d day dat tested me to da max.

if taking Psych can get anymore worse.. i'll breakdown. bcoz now i finally know my level of tolarance of stress.

it all started out with the 4 of us in a group doing a research. n it boiled down 2 doing a mock presentation in front of d lecturer we feared most. and habing to face with one-to-one Q&A after dat was daunting...
at first we all had d spirit to NOT screw up again..not after the trial run for experiment...
then other assignments came n we didnt prepare enough..
whole nite spent on figuring out hypothesis, looking 4 journals, reviewing em..
next day was eben worse cuz we were JUST SO NOT PREPARED! it was sooo nerve wrecking not knowing what to do... felt so hopleless at times... i am DAT blur la wen it comes 2 quantitative shit..

d best part is..after dis it still aint gona b over... thre's still coloquium (im not too worried bout dat now), labreport n another paper AND SPSS test! :(

i so wanted 2 cry.. but tears wouldn come cuz of d stress.. not me la 2 cry suddenly i tink.. plus i had my grouppie..n we went mental after sometime.. totally psychos in da making la.. HELP does a gr8 job in dat... we'll end up in tjg. Rambutan soon.

so our mock presentation went umm like dat la.. nobody fainted if dats a consolation..
i wish we do better next time.. tho rite now i don really give 2 shits n all i hope is 2 PASS dis paper! cant wait 2 c whats in store for 3rd year la.. weepedidoo! *fainted*

U DoN't WaNNa Miss dis' MoVie!

if u liked watchin Stomp The Yard, U got Served n the likes.. then u would definitely wanna watch Step Up 2!

its not like the 1st movie.. Step Up 2 is like way more happening n crazee dance moves!! while watchin it u cant help yrself but to shout 4 em cuz they dance so damm AWESOME.. n after d movie u cannot tahan but 2 try out some of d moves.. haha.. me n yt went crazee in da cinema watchin it!!

my fav scene n move was when they were dancin under d rain..*i call it the heartbeat move*

*dancin in da rain..awesome effects man!*

*this whre they battle it out..on da 'streets!'*

aite so make sure u catch dis movie cuz rOya rated it 9/10!
(1 mark less cuz the story plot is pretty predictable)

so who wants 2 join ma'Crew? ;)

just like a shooting star....

just like a shooting star,
February came n went..
faster then i thought it would..
it March now.. wahlau!

time spent with friends,
time spent in coll,
time spent on d computer
with facebook at my heels!

first came yas's 'drama' bday,
then came Mat's 21st makeover,
Vday stumbled as S.A.D,
Priya gone like d wind..

chinese new year ..
not so festive as i get older..
duno whre d semangat ler..
mayb coz its a leap year
ang pou oso lessER..
at least got bro who is married! ;p

being a childrens class teacher 4 real,
has been interesting..
kids really say d darnest things..
alwayz unexpected..
ups n downs gotta stick wit em..
till they finally learn something worthwhile!

i fear March..
stressfull sleepless nitghts awaits..
for me i hope i survive..
for naw-ruz 2 celebrate!

Ayyam-I-Ha.. the gift from God to man...

Ayyam-I-Ha is here ppl!! time to feast, give n celebrate!!!


**Baha'is celebrate the festival of Ayyam-i-Ha each year from sunset on Feb. 25 to sunset of March 1 as a preparation for the Fast, which begins March 2 and ends March 20. During Ayyam-i-Ha, members of the Faith perform acts of charity, give gifts to friends and family, and attend social gatherings.**

Baha'u'llah has said of Ayyam-i-Ha: "It behoveth the people of Baha, throughout these days, to provide good cheer for themselves, their kindred and, beyond them, the poor and needy, and with joy and exultation to hail and glorify their Lord, to sing His praise and magnify His Name."

Ayyam-i-ha is one of my fav Baha'i celebrations.. buying gifts n getting togath with frens, exchangin gifts.. luv da spirit! tho dis yr thanks 2 mid terms was bit hard 2 celeb la.. so sadd.. at least thre was our so-called 70's party wit bunch of youths.. made prezzies frm raw materials in 15 mins! wish we din hv 2 leave so early la..
din even hv time 2 make cookies or somethin 4 me frennies! haih.. well thre's always Naw-Ruz! :D
so,
HAPPY AYYAM-I-HA TO U!!!
n happy Fasting!

peace
out!