MEME

i hv no idea how u pronounced this..but i was tagged ages ago by smailo.. shall fulfill my duties since i got nothin better 2 do.... thanks la SMAILO!
here we goooooooo!

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
im not a very touchy person.

Do you think you're old?
i feel older..physically... but mentally? hell no!

Are you afraid of the dark?
only when i cant see... n when i hear 'things'.

Do you like your life at the moment?
im almost 21..n i dont know what im gonna do in life. do i still like my life?

Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
haha... yeah! its hilariously scary sometimes.

How tall is the person you like?
height should not b an issue..tho EVERYONE is taller then me!

Have you ever lost a friend?
as in my friend died? well.. not yet.. dont want any of my friends dying yet ok!

Did you have a dream last night?
yeah. hello d name is mimpi.. its what i do.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
couldnt la. sket of heights. but sincerly wish i could. would be very useful in times like this!

What song are you listening to now?
ironically its called 'twenty one'. diggin my friend BAdi's new albulm :)

How often do you talk on the phone?
hmm... when ppl wanna talk 2 me. or annoy me or miss me... i dont keep tabs on it.

Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
everybody should b happy la.. bf/gf or NOT.

Are you in a complicated relationship?
my relationships r all complicated. bcoz im a complicated gurl!

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
how bout wit myself? dat counts?

What did you do last night?
discussing religion 2 a freind. eventually irritate my mom by sleeping at 4a.m. :)

Name one thing that you can't live without.
only one? not fair. im a girl of many needs :p but right now its da INTERNET. i love whoever who thought of this... i'd seriosuly b dead if it werent 4 d internet.

Have you made a prank phone call?
yeah..on april fools day. i think it worked out tho i rmbr it being lame!

Currently wanting anything?
i wont list it all for the sake of the poor soul reading. tho here's a few 2 get an idea : want love, freedom, laptop, sense of direction, cash, oppurtunities. okok.. wont torture u anymore!

When was the last time you cried?
when i watched Britain's got talent -connie (again!) she's such a sweetie....

Do you like your hair?
ahuh... dont u???

Relationships or one night stands?
bleh.

Last person you text messaged?
my sista who is shopping in thailand - witout me!

Have you talked to the boy/girl you like today?
no. i type.

Are you married?
are YOU married? im too young for this question.

Want to get married?
only if its going to be by the beach with beautiful sea in the background :D

Last time you hugged someone?
last nite. 2 me sis b4 she left me deal wit da parents alone!

Favourite month?
July! cuz its start of summer holidays.. n brings happy memories 2 me :)

What is on your mind?
how am i gona escape staying in d hse for next 2 weeks.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
movies inspire me short term. Baha'i faith inspires me lifelong.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
owh yeah.. when i was 4 and it went 2 all my soft toys who i was afraid were lack of my love.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
eileen - cuz i can blame her for tagging dis meme (it got jinxed ma) n story her political n horney jokes!

li mei - then she'll hv a topic 2 write in her collum n b positive bout d whole situation. n she n smailo can entertain me :)

yasmin ahmad - she'll def make b inspired 2 make a movie of us.. then we'll b FAMOUS!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
any nice beach wit hot surfer dudes n stay thre 4eva.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
performing with a dance troupe going round da world n being seriously good at it.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
definitely! if not then i'd be hallucinating...don wanna go hospital bahagia so soon la.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my friends/homies/ kekawans...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
get outta here n start my own dance studio :)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
nope. im shy la. i want dat person 2 b da man.

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eileen is sexy, farney n got biiiiiig vocab!

11. Have you written you will yet?
yeah i did many years ago... when i kept thinking ppl were out thre to poison me 2 death.. its too outdated now. i think i better write one this year so noone will fight for my bolster when i die :p

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
we shouldnt hate ppl..but its kinda hard when they get annoying n irritating, and wont stop bothering u.

13. What is your ambition?
to have ppl pay for me to perform. :p

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out 2 me (but JUST 2 ME onli.. not d whole world lah ok..)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
alwayz try 2 look at d cup as half full of milk.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
only when i have $$$, or when im at thailand. both of which rarely happen. :s

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Eileen da Pinklova

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
the part of me that gives up and gives in easily to ppl.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
that neil armstrong didnt make it 2 da moon... its all a spoof 2 con us humans.
no one has been 2 da moon yet! *horror*!!

20. What is the best thing you wish to happen?
umm.. i get my own place n live far far away from home, and i have finnished my degree
amazingly fast n eventually find a way 2 save earth! :D

PHEW! ok FINNITO! i wont tag anyone la.. im too nice man :D

the all in one pessimist post

rite now - my firggin semester is FINALLY OVER! weeeeeeee... i was waiting for this moment la.. but turns out im not dat overexcited. insted i feel sooo down. its like im stuck here. things that i wanna do cant b done cuz i got no kaki, or they r bz. and im being forced into things that im particulary not inerested to do. life sosososososososo unfair. i wish i were not here. everyone is moving on with life and im like still s.t.u.c.k. i dunoo how else 2 describe adi...

future - i got 3 weeks off and im not jumping for joy. dis is too weird. i just think suddenly God is giving me so many tests, and i dont know how im gonna handle it.. trying to be as positive as i can.. toughhhh... guess dats why its called 'test'. neway, im dying to go beach... anyone wanna come? cant blive m gonna b considered adult soon.. scary... makes me sound friggin old.. tho i wanna b considered older.. but i don wanna feel old.. such discrepencies in me! :s
i cant tell whats gonna happen after my 3 weeks of hols.. the road ahead is so blurry.. i dont even know what to think off.. k mayb i exagerating bit.. but its blurry la.

past- cant blive i didnt mention bout Naw-Rooz! it was wayyy better then last yr for sure, but could have been better la..well i got 2 spend time wif me frennies.. totally ignored the whole fact of assignments for 2 days.. i really needed dat rest.. and i got me angpaw's.. didnt expect it la.. wish the whole fam was here.. but onli me n neda, who slept half d day.. thank god got kawan 2 kacao! on naw-ruz eve, d kids did their fashion show thingy... it turned out pretty nice.. thanks 2 em we missed half the show dat was goin on in front of d stage. and i really missed abby n nur'i n pekie dat nite. coz of dat i didnt join in d crowd 2 dance. it wont b d same witout u gurls la..

so anyway, 2day is Ridvan eve, i should end on a positive note no? or maybe not. hehe
d pessimist inside of me is lurking out..
watch out!

can it get anymore worse???

March 27th. d day dat tested me to da max.

if taking Psych can get anymore worse.. i'll breakdown. bcoz now i finally know my level of tolarance of stress.

it all started out with the 4 of us in a group doing a research. n it boiled down 2 doing a mock presentation in front of d lecturer we feared most. and habing to face with one-to-one Q&A after dat was daunting...
at first we all had d spirit to NOT screw up again..not after the trial run for experiment...
then other assignments came n we didnt prepare enough..
whole nite spent on figuring out hypothesis, looking 4 journals, reviewing em..
next day was eben worse cuz we were JUST SO NOT PREPARED! it was sooo nerve wrecking not knowing what to do... felt so hopleless at times... i am DAT blur la wen it comes 2 quantitative shit..

d best part is..after dis it still aint gona b over... thre's still coloquium (im not too worried bout dat now), labreport n another paper AND SPSS test! :(

i so wanted 2 cry.. but tears wouldn come cuz of d stress.. not me la 2 cry suddenly i tink.. plus i had my grouppie..n we went mental after sometime.. totally psychos in da making la.. HELP does a gr8 job in dat... we'll end up in tjg. Rambutan soon.

so our mock presentation went umm like dat la.. nobody fainted if dats a consolation..
i wish we do better next time.. tho rite now i don really give 2 shits n all i hope is 2 PASS dis paper! cant wait 2 c whats in store for 3rd year la.. weepedidoo! *fainted*

U DoN't WaNNa Miss dis' MoVie!

if u liked watchin Stomp The Yard, U got Served n the likes.. then u would definitely wanna watch Step Up 2!

its not like the 1st movie.. Step Up 2 is like way more happening n crazee dance moves!! while watchin it u cant help yrself but to shout 4 em cuz they dance so damm AWESOME.. n after d movie u cannot tahan but 2 try out some of d moves.. haha.. me n yt went crazee in da cinema watchin it!!

my fav scene n move was when they were dancin under d rain..*i call it the heartbeat move*

*dancin in da rain..awesome effects man!*

*this whre they battle it out..on da 'streets!'*

aite so make sure u catch dis movie cuz rOya rated it 9/10!
(1 mark less cuz the story plot is pretty predictable)

so who wants 2 join ma'Crew? ;)

just like a shooting star....

just like a shooting star,
February came n went..
faster then i thought it would..
it March now.. wahlau!

time spent with friends,
time spent in coll,
time spent on d computer
with facebook at my heels!

first came yas's 'drama' bday,
then came Mat's 21st makeover,
Vday stumbled as S.A.D,
Priya gone like d wind..

chinese new year ..
not so festive as i get older..
duno whre d semangat ler..
mayb coz its a leap year
ang pou oso lessER..
at least got bro who is married! ;p

being a childrens class teacher 4 real,
has been interesting..
kids really say d darnest things..
alwayz unexpected..
ups n downs gotta stick wit em..
till they finally learn something worthwhile!

i fear March..
stressfull sleepless nitghts awaits..
for me i hope i survive..
for naw-ruz 2 celebrate!

Ayyam-I-Ha.. the gift from God to man...

Ayyam-I-Ha is here ppl!! time to feast, give n celebrate!!!


**Baha'is celebrate the festival of Ayyam-i-Ha each year from sunset on Feb. 25 to sunset of March 1 as a preparation for the Fast, which begins March 2 and ends March 20. During Ayyam-i-Ha, members of the Faith perform acts of charity, give gifts to friends and family, and attend social gatherings.**

Baha'u'llah has said of Ayyam-i-Ha: "It behoveth the people of Baha, throughout these days, to provide good cheer for themselves, their kindred and, beyond them, the poor and needy, and with joy and exultation to hail and glorify their Lord, to sing His praise and magnify His Name."

Ayyam-i-ha is one of my fav Baha'i celebrations.. buying gifts n getting togath with frens, exchangin gifts.. luv da spirit! tho dis yr thanks 2 mid terms was bit hard 2 celeb la.. so sadd.. at least thre was our so-called 70's party wit bunch of youths.. made prezzies frm raw materials in 15 mins! wish we din hv 2 leave so early la..
din even hv time 2 make cookies or somethin 4 me frennies! haih.. well thre's always Naw-Ruz! :D
so,
HAPPY AYYAM-I-HA TO U!!!
n happy Fasting!

peace
out!

White Water Rafting -Jan08

all geard up for our adventure!

testing out the paddles... wishing they were light sabers instead!

after the whole thing..GROUP PHOTO!


on our way back in the jeep ride.. wind blowing like nobody's bizness!

it was my first time going white water rafting... n boy it was SOOOOOO fun!!
did it with both me sis', anneleis n elyssa...
definitely wanna do it agian..
din knw dat malaysia has some pretty xtreme stuff 2 offer.. Sg.SLim is whre we rafted..
even did some body surfing which was cool too.. fell off d raft once, n almost lost me sandals!
awesome fun thing 2 kick start the year :)

New LoOk n NaMe :)

hey guys!

bloggie is now called MiMPiiiii !! with a new look 4 it too..

so waddya'll think?

better or worst? im not sure bout d name la.. had no idea adi.. dis wot me fren frm aussie calls me.. cuz roya means dream/vision if u guys din already knw dat!

be honest now n lemme knw yea?
i'll b disapointed if u didnt :'(

yaaaaamsenggggg!

it hurtsss!!

who wuld hv thought? such a small thing like this can hurt so much?

i thought it only happens during teenage years..when hormones are raging.. and everything seemed to be that way... but untill now STILL?

its d friggin pimples yo! i cant stand it laaa.. they jz keep poppin all d time..

when will i ever b over with it?
i've tried everything la.. products.. natural stuffs.. nothing works! :(

sometimes i feel sorry 4 d ppl who hafto see me everyday wit dis terrible huge pimples!

high skool times were pretty bad too... thre some reeeal baddd times..
thre was once i had a HUGE one rite on d tip of me nose .. made me look like a rhino.. it was painfull too... got teased by it summor! gone la my self esteem!! it was so pain n BIG dat i had 2 cover it up with my hands.. till i couldnt take it anymore n called me mom 2 take me 2 d doc.. she didnt take me 2 doc n instead gave me aloa vera.. :(

it aint stoppin me frm eating chocs tho :p

Re-Cap Yo!

its 2008!!!

yeah bit slow la me to realize its actually ANOTHER new year.. but well that's ME ok!

rite.. so lets do a re-cap of what happened in 2007 jz 4 fun... well good reflection too i suppose!

JAN: umm.. another new sem.. was infact super stressfull sem!
took my driving xam 2nd time n passed!! weeepideedoooo!! yeah i actually can drive la.. tho i dont exactly enjoy it... manual n slopes don go along with me.. auto is a gift to mankind that i must thank d person who even thought about it!

FEB: dont remember much.. haha.. ohh..Pekie left 2 aus, then Dugongg... everyone leaving.. :( baked cookies 4 ayyam-i-ha n it came out delicious! ( u guys can testify 2 dat!) will i be lucky again dis yr with me cookies? we'll see....

MAR: fastingggggg!! it was cool 2 hv like d whole fam arnd first few days... rare sights all of us waking up super early eating breakfast 2gath... absolutely onli happens during fasting months! practiced dance 4 naw-ruz despite the amazing amounts of assignments... but naw-ruz was ok.. wished i was kid again tho!

APR: exams n what not... couldnt wait 4 holidays! my beach dream didnt come true.. but at least manage 2 picnic in Notts!!

MAY: another new sem... had the best bday ever.. surprise party n after partiee.. =) i love my firends n sibs! my friend Abeer leaves home 4 Dubai... man i miss her n Dheli! good times hangin with the whole gang...

JUN: stress comes boiling frm all corners.. preparing 4 the fam reunion.. xams.. assignments.. whoa!! highest level of stress la!! but also had good times chilling wit me homies n sleepovers..

JULY: this is D-month of all d months! haha.. well basically.. it was the fam reunion in langkawi.. which was totally awesome... luved it 2 bits! n then me bro's n amy's wedding... the best wedding ever! haha.. so biased! but i dont care.. it was still da best 4 me... if im sad..i jz need 2 tink bk 2 JULY n happy thoughts come bk 2 me mind.. =)

AUG:sarawakk babeh!!! travel teaching with me couzie was great! wonderfull experience.. the long houses.. boy will never 4get the worst nite ever there.. is probly the best nite ever too cuz we got 2 c soooooooooooooooooo many stars! the freinds who helped us our way along... n the JY camp was the highlight... so much spirit.. n made some good friends there too.. boy, i miss Kolo mee!!

SEPT: so upset had 2 go bk 2 uni early.. had withdrawal syptomps frm such a wonderfull holiday... no mood 4 studies at all... didnt help had super mafan assignments.. started with Moral Leadership book which is damm eye opening!

OCT: i dont rmbr wat happen.. guess it was just too much work in uni! 1 more addition 2 da Baha'is in uni! can open Baha'i Club adi! hehe..

NOV: tc was amazing dis time around.. finally adapting to the fact that my friends r all abroad.. but there r still those who r here.. so im not dat lonely.. tho its never the same la... had my 1st psych Colloquium.. i'd say it went ok la..not too bad for a 1st time.. bought me tic 4 thailand! cant blive it!!

DEC: exams were the worst EVER! totally thought i was going to fail at least 2 subjs! holidays came... went 4 battle of d bands..closest i got 2 going 4 concert! saw kenny, estranged, high skool tuition fren famous ad.. hot boys, good music, good company! SCI, RELIGION n DEV was a good course..had good times thre.. n then came THAI! oooohh..laa..laaa... me n tem on our adventure.. superb! all the pork u can get.. shopping... my friendsss... blisssfull time! come bk BROKE!

so that's my 2007... it went alrite.. tho my new yrs resolution hardly came 2 resolved.. but its gonna b pushed 4ward dis yr.. hehe..

oh well.. HAPPY NEW YRS u guys!
x0x0

sakit hati man...

its finalss!!!
cannot wait till its OVER lah... im craving 2 travel already... my itchy feet is asking 4 it.. hehe.. so jealous to see people in KL Central going on the LCCT bus.. on their way to another place.. ahhh.. and tourists walking arnd like lost ppl.. ahhhhh!! feels so good :) my time will come sooon..jz gotta be patient roya!

another sakit hati thing..
my Greatest Name -Baha'i pendant is gone missing!!!! :( been wearing it since i was 15 la.. summor given frm my sis which was frm my granma.. all d way frm Adreinople... so sakit hatiiiiii!! its gone 4eva now... i dunoo where it dropped bcoz its not at home! i just hope whoever who has it now is keeping it nicely..
now i feel so weird without it! the chain was my 20th bday prez frm my uni mates summor... no chain n pendant can replace it! *sob sob sob*

im not nomally attached 2 my accesories.. but this one.. diff la.. aiyoo.. think about it oso make me so sakit hatii.. me n my carelessness! grrr...

Road Trip Vid!

this is my very own video.. un-eddited.. took it while i was travelling in swak..
jz loved the scenery n all.. if any1 wants 2 edit this lemme knw! :D

another all-nighter...

wow.. its been a month since i last updated! boy i suck! :p

anway... im lacked of sleep rite now..n my brain cant funtion to think about how 2 counsel ppl at the moment.. kennysia has not updated his blog.. so i shall update mine! so lame la..

rite.. dis sem i learn an old lesson i've still got 2 learn.. dont leave yr assignemnts for last min.. HAHA.. its like impossible laa.. i dunoo when will the day come when i finnish my assignemnts without staying up later then 1a.m.. *yeah im generous 2 myself* :p i dunoo how some ppl can do it.. i need 2 learn la.. im cravingg 2 sleep but i feel like a robot now..jz typing whatever words dat comes to my fingers.. i mean brain.. woopss!! wats wit procrastiantion n me lah? i tink we bcame good buddies ever since i went 2 skool.. yeah.. even in primary my work all last min one.. it continued to secondary n now uni.. hmmm.. such is my life... mayb i can change it if i REALLY want to.. mayb wen im older n get back painsreally easily..then i'll hv 2 consider la...

but i tink im getting used 2 staying up till mornin.. we even had 2 do an 'observation' of 24hr sleep deprivation (yeah things dis pyscho uni asks u 2 do la)... it was by far d easiest n weird thing i had 2 do as ''assignemnt'' 4 uni.. ppl actually thought i wouldnt make it u knw... hmph! look down on me la.. i stayed up for 25 hrs non-stop ok... peanutsss i say! :p
actually i think my body is gotten used to it.. but i still do luv 2 sleep.. in the mornings preferably.. dunoo why oso.. me a night person la.. but im so huingry rite now.. serves me rite 4 not finnishing my dinner jz now.. badd appetitte.. dat will b another post comin soon.. on my appetite! watch out 4 it ppl!!
talk onli lah me.. dunoo if i'll write anythin oso... soo lazyyy...im such a lazyy bummm... look la wat im doing.. suppose 2 b typing on microsoft word..NOT HERE!! aduiii...
ok.. ok... im gonna cont wit my work..hopefully...
can la..i closed facebook adi..no blogs..no emails..no body on9.. i cant do anything but 2 jz type.. but not here.. roya enoughhhhh!!
OK

-sowie ppl, dis me at 04:16 a.m- OK im done!! GONE- SPOOF! u dont c me anymore.. laa laa

blame it on Facebook!

hokay...i know i've been really bad at updating this blog.. well cant blame me..blame it on facebook and the lack of privacy i get round d house!!
yesh this facebook is addictive.. so addictive that while travel teaching in swak we kept taking photos tht will b cool 2 put on FB! and we even started recruiting ppl 2 join it.. pure madness.. but its lotsa fun.. i dunoo how poking ppl got so addictive.. n all those applications!!! being a pirate n wat not... then uploading pics n making comments about em...yeah u cant help it but 2 chek yr facebook every time u log in! =) so that's what been depriving me...
d other thing is also i cant blog wit ppl around me... its bit weird i think...its tough 2 get a decent privacy at home..and im the type dat doesnt like ppl interruptin me while im bloggin..not 2 say im a frequent one either.. but get d point?
anyway..finally 2day i get some privacy!! hopefully no one will come and open the door and say "LUNCH IS READY!"

anyway.. im too lazy 2 type PART 2 of the social even of the year.. it was suppose to be about travel teaching in swak wit my couzie vahdat... everything is still fresh in my memory.. but there is just wayy too much to type!! maybe one day when i have absolutely nothing in my life to talk about... then we shall reminicise about 'those days...'

anyway lots have been happening lately.. im goin
crazy with my course..seriously they make u psycho there!! its like
non-stop-one-after-another work n study.. i really cant wait till dis
semester ends andim counting the months till im done wit dis psycho course!! literally! i know i should probably be enjoying this time cuz working seems to be much worse then dis.. well i do enjoy the fact tht i get thurs n fri's off :) and i get student price for movie n all dat... dat is as far as it goes la.. hehe.. i try la 2 keep telling myself 2 make d best out of all dis.. i am trying OK!

nuff bout psycho..

the past few weeks were really messy n chaotic cuz my bro n amy were selling their stuff n packing 4 UK.. it was cool 2 hv em at home.. n goin tru old stuff.. wondering wat was i thinking when i drew tht??!! then suddenly its all packed up in boxes stored sumwhre and they are gone.. yeah they finally bought their tic left... sudden queitness in d house.. even the ride home was really quiet... yeah we miss em in our own ways.. my fam is not d type of expresing ourselves rite out anyway.. so its understandable..
boy now i cant wait 2 move out.. i tink it will do us all some good!! ;p

rite..lunch call coming from downstairs already.. donwanna make d mom come up!!
toodles!

Social Event of the Year!!! Pt 1

wokeyh... sooooo much has happened lately..and i havent had d time to put anythin down.. it has been massive business d last month!!

lets start wit my family reunion... it was GREAT! my mom's side is hugeee...n dis time about 1/4 of them turned up n still it was massive lah! we all went to langkawi since d wedding was gonna b thre anyway.. and add in the sun, sand, sea, pool n good foood we had a wonderfull time 2gatha.. it was really interesting to find out about the history of my family and how much our ancestors have sacrificed for the Faith..means our tasks are even greater la now...so amazed la how rich my family history is..

of cuz nothing went all dat smooth... its impossible 2 make every1 happy! but overall it went well and everybody was happy 2 b 2gatha.. its VERY rare 2 c ALL of us at the same time..so it was very special dis event.. we had good fun playin and all dat jazz lah!

then was the BIG event...My bro n Amy got married!!!

even typing it gives me goosebumps cuz it was soooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful the whole thing! bestest wedding ever! dat day was super busy... we all prayed so hard dat it wont rain, but it did slightly in d begining..still we roughed it out..by the time the ceremony started..the wind was blowing softly... sound of the waves in the background..the sun setting...both of them saying their vows.. was such a wonderfull moment!! beach wedding rox!

after tht was lots of singing, eating n of cuz dancing...i mean, hello..we got d persian blood in us.. how can we NOT dance?? it was non stop the whole nite..it was so hot tht some people decided to just jump in d pool and cool off.. frm then on my cousins started throwing ppl in d pool..i got saved the 1st time...but the next time was no mercy!! it felt good tho cooling off in d pool n heading bk up 2 dance again! :) we would have dance allll nite long if it werent 4 d hotel staff 2 tell us 2 stop cuz they had 2 clean up..

after burning all dat fat...about 40 of us headed out 4 some roti canai n milo ais at 3a.m!!

the next few days after dat was jz plain chilling by the beach which is wat i call LIFE! i cant imagine being anywhre else feeling tht way... soooooooooo beautifull, serene..

ahhhhh...finally i got my beach :)

shoesss!!

im not the kind of person who wears heels to anywhre at anytime.. but since my bday was around d corner..n i thought i mite need some kinda shoes 4 me bro's wedding..might as well get some heels.. so went shopping wit my sis.. n wala.. behold my 1st eva heels!! my sis bought it 4 me 4 me bday! its surprisingly pretty comfortable 4 this high! i feel funny wearing it.. thus hv onli worn it once 4 my wonderful PS presentation. its colourful.. so kinda hard 2 match.. but i like it still... jz don tink i can survive wearing it 4 really long hours..i dont understand how some ppl hv 2 wear heels everyday or ever tht often! ask my bro.. he's too dumbfounded to why heels r so important 2 women!! i guess it makes u feel more confidant or sth.. hehe.. all in the mind!

bsides dat.. my sis bought another pair of shorter heels.. i wore it 2 uni.. n on d 1st day itself it got scratched.. :( i am so hopeless in this la..

well i finalieee got my long waited pair of ipanema sandals!! been waiting 4 it since day i had bad shopping wit yas..hehe..delayed gratification paid off rili cuz dis onli cossed me rm29.90! =)
they r really comfy.. n its gold!! i think it's very shick! heehee.. luv luv luv it!


feel like buying another pair.. need sth 2 go with my dress.. HAHA... im gonna b a shoeholic la..

time 2 partieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

YaY sem's OVER!!!
actually it has almost been a week adi.. WEEEEE :) this month will b defintely exciting with d wedding n fam reunion..lots of DRAMA i anticipate.. and also cant wait 2 meet me couz's n whole lot of peepz.. double WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
well now its lots of stress cuz i am so not organized.. hope this fam reunion will turn out ok.. i got so lil time 2 prepare for it.. so sket i miss out lil details.. even the prog is not finlised!! everyone has somethin diff 2 say about it.. susahhhh...

and how can i NOT b excited since i'll b at the BEACH! woohoo.. i miss the beach soo much.. cant wait 4 the sand, sea n double bonus if got hot guys.. haha.. very deprived here i must say.. d other day we were all discussing whre we can go 2 juz 'wash eyes'.. hehe.. best place 4 klang valley i'd say wuld b KLCC.. no? ;)

anyway.. rewinding back.. our last day of paper was hopefully the last time i will c 'dat lecturer'...can u imagine she came late 4 the exam!! seriously... talk about punctuality!! afat d paper..every1 had their own thing 2 do.. so bernice, kristi n me headed 2 dis restaurant near our uni which i've neva noticed b4 2 eat.. had d yummiest pizza la..the cheese can make yr mouth go watery..tis comin frm a non-cheese fan! yeap.. dat good! i jz so geramm i 4got 2 bring my camera (again!) cuz we were in such a mood 4 camwhoring b4 our test! hehe..

met up wit sara n all at bobby brown.. we spent about 3 hrs thre trying the make-up's learnin new stuffs.. i cant blive my self! finally got meself the eyeshadow n concealer.. my 1st eva branded make-up!! syokkkk..! hope i'll knw how 2 use em properly.. its not easy la all dis.. still new 2 it.. hehe..

feeling down?

what would you do when u are feeling down and low..
esp when you feel the world has turn its back on you..
or when you are sleepy and tired but still need get up and going..??

well just listen 2 MIKA!!!

seriously! this dude's songs r sooo cheerful n hyper.. its effects r fantabulous!
mayb he sings in a rilii high pitch...or ppl think that he's gay... but hey who cares when he makes songs like this!! it gives you good positive vibes :D

ok here's my suggestion for some dose of hyper/happy/good vibes frm Mika's collection :)
*Lollipop
*Grace Kelly
*Love today
*Happy ending
*Big girl (you are beautiful)

enjoy peepz!

toilet signs..

i was just browsing tru some pics (2 procrastinate even more), when i came across THIS!


i took this pic in McD's - the one near central market.. WHO la wanna steal paiping frm McD?? mayb KFC got jealousss of McD's toilet... kekeke...
and chek out the english.. STELL??!

another toilet sign we came across d othr day at sports planet... i din hv my camera with me so no pic.. but on the boys toilet it was written 'GENTLE' (seriosuly! wat were they tinking?)
now i wonder wat they wrote for the girls toilet...??

arrrrrrhhhhhh!!!

yes this is what i feel like rite now!

i hate it when its assignments time... just makes life sooo miserable.. makes me wonder why do i even bother bout all this research poeple do... i know it must be for the better good..other people may learn to improve themselves..how unfair the world is.. all dat jazz.. but why isit sooo complicated????
i have been starring at my comp for HOURS!! and i still cant get what the journal is saying.....!!!!

why do i do this to myself???!!! neway just felt liked blogging la.. at least i can type something i knw that is for sure.. i cant even crap on my assignment cuz i dont know WHAT to crap about!! hope my lecturer will be kind enough to gimme some kesian marks...
somebody tell me why did i take psychology again??

frm a dinasour 2 another dinasour...

this is a speciallll shout out 2 my limau dinasour who's jz turned 20!

HAPPY BURFDAE YO!

u olddddddddddddd..!! dats wat dinasours supose 2 b neways.. :)

*muah*

CAUTION! a suppressed me ahead.

i thought that it would b the last time i encounter someone like dat...little did i know this would happen again....

starting of the sem, it all seem fine... she was interesting, funny, n hell even nice! i dunoo wat came over her one day.. gotta give it to da sudden attendence of students for a quizz that gave her a shock of her life.. from then on everything went frm bad 2 worse...

every class was a non-stop nagging.. she could come in late, but if we did, it was hell frm her!! her eyes will b popping out... special effects thx 2 d enormous amount of eyeliner.. every few minutes if someone went out or thre was some noise..the nagging came in again... same old thing she will say over n over... but it didnt apply to everyone.. her focus was on those she didnt like...n dat i am still wondering how she chooses who she likes or not! how is it possible that a lecturer can b soooooo obviously biased??!!!

its hard 2 fight back when she has the attitude of 'DR Almighty'! cuz nothing she says is ever wrong... miss-knw-it-all isit? well i couldnt take it wen she couldnt say my name properly.. its astAni for heaven sake!! once is forgivable.. 3 times?? dats on purpose!

and after giving one big bloody lecture to us about being punctual....she can come in ONE hour late 4 class!!! on a saturday summor! and not even apologising??? whre is the JUSTICE??????

reformasi i say!! hehe... its not fair cuz if we were 2 complain, we wil bound 2 fail her subj.. this is exactly wat happened last time with another lecturer n we had 2 just keep our opinions 2 ourselves..
im just wondering... what did we do to make her hate us /me??? or isit just her nature?? jeez...
but thank god for 1 thing.. we did pretty ok for our presentation! *phew*
*btw uncodified was how wikipedia put it 4 brit const!*

how much can i take this? i dont know... all i know is that she has drained the hell outta me n its not even funny! i dont know what can be done?
i just totally cant wait till it all ends.....

i want the beach........................!!!!!

searching,
searching for something...
something which is out there,
there for me to take it, or not..

yet,
there is always something,
something which blocks the way,
for my search to end...

fear seeps in..
seeps into my ownself...
never know will i
for what lies ahead...
till fear is overcomed.

best campus award.

last month during the shortest hols eva, muli - kev - me made a road trip to nottingham 2 visit our deprived frm civilization fren - Sara.


this is how far the plc is..




















there were ducks at the lake.. and they followed us hoping 2 get some doughnuts themselves!! ;p






















all makin sure we got rid of em ducks @ our picnic spot.. couldnt wait 2 whack the food.. so happy me sandwiches turned out fine :)






while we were leaving it was sunset.. HAD 2 take pics la! so beautifoooolll!!!












guess wat they even have london phone booths! 2 make u feel the real thing.. hehe
how awesome is dat?!








yeah we made it 2 notts! almost half dead.. its rili far.. but worth every single bit of it!

now i knw how much deprived my uni/coll is!! y didnt i find dis plc earlier??!!

all in all i'd say notts is d best campus in s'ngor i've ever seen so far! so i shall bestow em wit
the best campus award courtesy of ME :p

picsss

yeeteng, prav, n me blowing our cake..






playing straw game.. always my uni mates who came!
get bullied by saysh!






me with ma sistas who did so much 2 make it all work!

gotta luv dis gurl who sacrificed her time 2 party! ;)

da weekend dat was.. pt2

woke up pretty early for a sat mornin 2 go watch free movie (cages) with me akka n sam... he's da one who got da free tics btw.. it was not bad lah.. can watch it again on hallmark! hehe.. but i had nice twin seats which i used it all up.. :p

came bk home n cut me yummy mocha cake (thx 2 aunty rose!). soon the juniors youths started comin n we had our gathering.. played basketball wit em 4 a bit.. man i reali hv no stamina.. dis kids r too fast 4 me! a call frm thailand came.. me frens all sang 4 me... soooo goood 2 hear frm em!! i miss my narak fren sooo much man!

by the time we finnish playing..had 2 rush n pack 2 get ready to go n stay at my sis's plc.. it was jz gonna b a few of us chilling at her new plc..
little did i know that her apartment was filled with FRIENDS! it was a surprise partieee!!! i totally had no ideaaa... was sooo shcoked! it was the bestest feeling EVA! slowly during d night i could recall bits n pieces of weirdness dat happened during d week... it was kev, muli, n neda who tot of it n along wit nosrat, anusia n whole lot of othrs they planned it..
one HUGE BIG THANK U n HUGSSS 2 em' 4 all the work they did!!
its soo not easy plannin this.. n they did it verri well.. so did every1 else who knew about it! im speechless for all they did... i'd never tot anyone wuld throw a surprise 4 me.. thank u 2 all who came!! we had a reali gut time last nite.. n im still in a daze of all dat has happened!

thank u 2 all 4 yr sms's, testi's, facebook msg's, hugs, wishes, preziess n efforts! muah muah muah!
:)

*ok tink im done wit me tq speech!*

da weekend dat was... pt1

this weekend has been the most interesting, happening, fantabulous, i-dunoo-wat else-can-xpress-it wekkends i've had ever!

it started out by going 2 BENTONG wit mat n kristi.. since kristi stays thre we decided 2 chek her plc out n see it 4 ourselves! well..must say our d'tour 4 shoppin did make us go pretty broke...its sooo tempting lah!! but the best thing about going 2 bentong was seeing the scenery... (f.o.c!) just so breathtaking lah seeing the trees under the sunlight.. looking at the stars at night till our necks hurt... dipping our feet in the hot springs then chilling by cold running river... everything was BE.U.TI.FOOOL! plus we ate loads...thx 2 kristi who kept bringin us super nice food plcs!! (so gerammm i forgot 2 bring my cammera..!!!)

afta dat went n meet up wit sara,kev,muli,geetha,leena, n pravin. stuffed ourselves with pizzzas n headed 2 watch NEXT.. it was a verry geramm movie cuz of the endin.. dats all i got 2 say.
then rushed to go 4 childrens class... the kids sang happie b'day 4 me..was shooo sweeet.. my cake was a tiny lil cupcake which they all got 2 nibble on it.. hehe..
as if my day was not nuff.. headed 2 Suku's 4 drinks with my peepz.. stayed thre till it was midnite n got 20cents off the bill... hehe... :)

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bad shoppin.........

have u eva walked n walked for hours in a mall but never bought anything even though you had the intention to buy something...??

well i have..it has not happen once but a few times.. if u've xperienced this u'll feel me... cuz i got really bummed dat i spent all my energy but didnt buy a thing.. in the end i got meself some rippoff ear fons which cant even work properly wen i came bk n chek it! grrrrrrrrrrr...........
im jz hoping delay gratification happens or i'll blame Yas (my shoppin partner in crime) for it!!

why do i have to think so much and not just buy what is thre?? im starting to think thr's no such thing as the perfect thing for yrself.. everything has their pro's n cons.. its just how im gonna put up wit it.. RITE??or not...

neway i think i shop betta under pressure.. n in a guilty mode.. i alwayz tend 2 tink so much bout what i didnt buy..feel bad.n go bk 2 d shop n buy it.. that way i feel so much better knowing i made the right decision.. :) (but sumtimes dats not d case la!)

right so who's up for more shoppin? ;p

celebrationn wit footiee..

so friday was our last day of the 2nd sem of YR1.. it was almost hell with all that work and stress we had..but we also had our good times..

so rite afta our last paper..and collecting our assignements..we headed 2 MAKAN! it took us awhile to decide what 2 eat cuz all had diff taste n all.. sounds familiar? well we ended up eating in this Korean restaurant... it was OK la.. they had fahney names tho for their food!
*i took pics of it..but its takin 2 loong 2 load da pics! :(

well afta a lot of 'othr' palnning and waiting.. we finally got to play FUTSAL! weeeeeeeee.. its been sooo looong since i last played.. we had a good mix of guys and gurls.. and bot one hour was more then nuff 2 make us all soo exhausted!!
i t was a reali gud game tho... had lotsa fun.. seeing aaron's shoes flying twice.. priceless... haha!! n i finally manage 2 score a goal afta how looong... woohoo!! 1st goal for me team summor ! :)

afta dat had 2 go teach childrens class... we had a very interesting childrens class cuz one kid really opened up and could not stop telling his school stories! hehe.. it was soo cute, kids r really innocent la..

okiee happy holidayss u ppl!!
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exams are here to whipe u OUT!

ohh yess they are...

finals is next week which technically is the day after tommoroww!... YIKES D YIKES!

and boy i have no mood or motivation to study at all... seriously.. so drained out adi after all that assignments and xtra stress of presentation.. whre got energy 2 study summor?!! wish they gave us a study break laaa... not fair other uni's all got.. hmph!!!

cant wait till the week is ova.. i really want my holidayy... trying 2 plan sth out..hopefully it'll work.. if not also i just wanna get out of here.. I WANT BEACH! still not fair we onli get freakin 2 weeks off.. NOT enufffff!! dunoo wot they were thinking while they were plannin the semester breaks... probly the sooner students finn the better.. yeah rite...............

yday was reali fahney tho.. having our last tutorial wit our cute tutor! Yas was melitng... we coulnt get nuff of him.. n he's our age! how shockening..!

rite..need 2 concentrate bk 2 da books.. i tink my relationship wit em not very good dats y! hehe..

im offf!!

shout outs!

to me dinasour freniee Qi who's bday was on 28th march *im sure its right dis time!*

HAPPY B'LATED 20th BURFDAeeeeee!!!!

dis is jz 4 da whole world 2 knw wen yr bday is.. hehe..

AND also rajiv who bday also on 28th march

Happiee B'lated Bday dude!!!!!

okie.. dats bout it.. dont tink d othr march ppl read me blog, so no point! ;p

cheers!

embarrassingnesss...

today, i was hurrying to go for my lecture coz as usual i was late and i had a quiz to take..

as i reached my block, i was on my way to take the lift, when i looked on my right n saw this guy sitting on the bricks smoking. he looked exaclty just like my friend who got his hair cut almost botak few weeks ago. so naturally, i went like 'hey!' n nodded my head... tht feller oso nodded his head..

then i noticed sumthin was not right, that guy was not the friend that i thought it was!! in fact, i don even knw who dis dude was la.. ive just seen him around b4...

i quickly raced up to the lift looking just straight ahead.. so didnt want 2 see him laughin at me (if he was)...

memalukan laa!!!

* btw dis is my 50th post!* so proud of me self! :D

all nighter!

for the record: this has been the latest so far i've stayed up to finnish my assignment in my degree programme! its 4:35 a.m.. n im still goin slow on it.. got about 24 hrs more 2 get em all done! crazeeeeeeeee.....

so this is life of a degree student.. esp when u procrastinate!! hence the bolgging..

on a lighter note* i even managed to go 4 open hse 2day n had a good time fillin myself up wit yummmy food.. char kwey tiow was good.. so were d kebab's!! my conscience dunoo run to where already la.. hehe...

but sad la dis time din get 2 spend it wit me frennies... i miss em all loads!!

aite im feeling guilty now... time 2 stop!!

rewindddd....... pt2

fasting month is here....
yeahhh... n soon it'll b NAW RUZ! weeeeee
onli bad thing is that i got soooo many assignments due around that time, my mind wont b in peace 2 celebrate it properly.. aiih..

1st day of fasting n the whole fam was around.. that is sooo rare! my bro was on his way bk 2 s'wak..now i got soo much of things 2 do..dunoo how i'll evern handle it properly.. oh well.. hope it pays off la! lots of stuff 2 do till july ends! stress alert!

been bz wit preparations for naw -ruz tht i've neglected my assignments..so far every night is been filled with practices, ruhi, breaking of the fast at frens plc, etc... n look i can even procrastinate n blog at dis hr! im baddddddd....

well happy fasting ya'll! its just another week more till we PARTY! =)

rewindddddd...

ahh.. it been quiet sumtime sinc ei last blogged.. din find the time or the mood.. its been crazeee after CNY hols..!!

rewind back 2 d day b4 valentines.. Priya left 4 Melb.. :( thre goes another frennie.. n we made a prez frm a mirror frame wit loads of pics of us.. hehe.. but i 4got 2 give her the stand.. give u wen u come bk 4 hols k?!



then after tht was CNY!.. this yr was pretty quiet..didnt do much visiting as compared to last year...mostly just visited my frens! 1 day was the coll gang.. the next was high skool buddies.. it was a gud 2 catch wit em.. i noticed just how small our crowd became cuz many have left overseas..
went 2 v.vern's new hse.. oh boy it's sooo niceee n bigggg!!! we were like tourists in his hse.. camwhoring like nobody's biznesh.. even in the bathrooms which were so poshy!! practically everywhre we went in his house we got a pic of it.. me n eileen went crazeee la! btw.. his hse has d longest curtains i've seen so far.. d interior designer did an awesome job la.. eileen n laimai posing at d wall..they fit in jz nice thre!
tht's us.. all well coloured co-ordinated! xcept 4 v.v but its ok since he was d host!

after CNY was ayyam-i-ha!!! dis year had pre ayyam-i-ha celebration @ 1u wit close frens cuz wasnt gonna b seein em for quiet a bit afta dat.. then our community had picnic @ puchong park.. played basketball after how many years.. n our team won!! haha.. i'd say it was luck.. n some skill thre.. after tht had nice prez frm raveen- MPO family fun day concert.. yeap i enjoyed it.. was awesome! ran like hell so tht we were on time! made cookies n bookmarks 4 uni mates since it was ayyam-i-ha.. glad they like it! shuld hv made more laa..

n PEk leaves for sydney.. man im gonna miss her lots cuz she wont b bk for a looong time.. :'(